out of her face. She said slowly: âMy dear, Iâm past getting into messes. Iâve led a bit of a comic life, Esther, one way and another, getting in and out of messes and not doing any harm to anyone, that I could see; except perhaps to myself; and even then I donât knowâI donât think Iâd have it any other way if I could do it all over again. Freddiâs different. Sheâs so young and sheâs so pretty and attractive; she must settle down with Barney, Esther, and run his house and have lots of lovely babies and be a little Madam ⦠the charm about Freddi is that sheâs so cool and sure andâwell, sort of pleased with herself; isnât she? Not in a nasty way, I donât mean, but just rather funny and sweet. If she went and got herself a past, sheâd lose all that; sheâd lose her faith in herself, and, you know, I donât believe sheâd marry Barney. She wouldnât be able to deceive him, and yet she wouldnât be able to confess her weakness by telling him. I donât know. I may be all wrong; Iâm rotten about knowing peopleâs characters ⦠but anyway, if I can prevent her from going off the rocks with this Don Juan of hers, by fair means or foul, I will. I donât think thereâs the earthliest chance of my getting hurt in the process, but if I do, well, Iâve been hurt before and I can take it again.â She belched vigorously and patted her chest. âMy Godfathers! That stew!â
âWell, I hope it works, Woody, and I hope you ever get any thanks from Frederica, if it does!â
âI donât want any thanks,â said Woods calmly; and Esther, looking at her, sitting there bundled up in shawls, fat and jolly and rather common, with her made-up face and shining, shrewd, dark eyes, said to her lovingly: âNo, darling, you never do.â
CHAPTER III
1
I t was always a miracle, after a heavy raid, to look out in the morning and see oneâs world still intact about one. Esther walked across the grounds with Woody, wrapped in her short red-lined cape against the cold, dawn air. âI believe thereâs a new crater in the field over there ⦠that must have been the one that fell at about ten. I could have sworn it was nearer.â
âStick of three,â said Woody comfortably, in the familiar jargon of life under the blitz. âLook, thereâs another one, up in the woodsâyou can see where itâs broken the branches of the trees. Good thing it wasnât a bit more to the left or the third would have given the Sistersâ Mess a conk. That would have shaken them up!â
âNever run, except for a land mine!â said Esther, mimicking Matron.
The fractured tib. and fib. was agreeably surprised to see her, on the ward. âHallo, I havenât met you before!â
âIâve met you ,â she said, smiling, not pausing in her assault upon his person with a large wet flannel. âI saw you last night being wheeled across from the theatre, but you werenât taking much notice at the time.â
I canât have been,â he said grinning.
He was a young man, a slim, blond, smiling young man with bright blue eyes and something pleasant and clean and reliable about him. Esther was profoundly bored with dependable young men, but she recognised in him something a little different from the ordinary run. She said kindly: âHow are you feeling to-day?â
âOh, Iâm not too bad for seven oâclock in the morning. They say Iâve fractured my tibia and fibula or something. What does that mean?â
âIt means that youâve broken the two bones running down the front of your leg; they generally get sort ofâoverlapping, you know, and you have to have them pulled apart so that the bones can meet and have a chance to unite again. I expect youâll be strung up like this to an extension frame for a little