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lingered after a fire.
    No feminine appeal.
    She stared down at the wax-coated wooden tablet in her other hand, her mind blank. Upon her soul, she could not remember now why she had been so excited to find Anthony and show this to him the very moment she had finished translating it. She couldn’t even remember what it said.
    Hugging the tablet to her chest, she turned away from the door and ran, unaware of where she was going, unable to force the coherent thought of a destination to the forefront of her mind. She was too dazed to think, too numb to feel, but she could hear, over and over again, the carelessly brutal opinion of her uttered by the man she adored.
    Miss Wade isn’t a woman. She’s a machine. It’s rather pathetic, really.
    Like a moth blundering in lamplight, Daphnestumbled her way through the maze of Tremore Hall’s many corridors, only instinct guiding her to the refuge of her own bedchamber on the other side of the house.
    Once inside the privacy of her own room, she slammed the door behind her, dropped the tablet heedlessly to the floor, and clamped her hands over her ears, but it was a futile gesture. She could still hear Anthony’s words ringing in her ears, muted only by the sound of her own sobs as her heart fractured into pieces.

Chapter 5
    T he human heart must be a strong and resilient thing, Daphne decided when she awoke the following morning. She was surprised to find that she was no longer in the throes of wrenching heartbreak and pain. Instead, in a strange way, she felt as if she had been reborn.
    She had spent the entire evening and most of the night crying into her pillow and nursing her broken heart. She had shed countless tears for the pain of Anthony’s insulting words. She had told herself, more with defiance than sincerity, that this Lady Sarah he intended to marry was welcome to him. She had called herself all kinds of a fool for her unrealistic illusions. Most of all, she had grieved for the painful destruction of the hope in her heart,hope for Anthony’s affections, hope that she had not even acknowledged to herself until his opinion of her had shattered it.
    Now, though a vestige of pain still lingered, Daphne did not feel sad or foolish. She felt free.
    As she dressed, she tried to understand herself, and she realized that it was as if a great weight had been lifted from her. She had spent the last five months trying to be what Anthony wanted, trying to anticipate and fill every need or desire he expressed to her, working like a slave to please him, and all it had gotten her was his indifferent scorn.
    Daphne sat down at the dressing table in her room and stared idly at her reflection as she brushed out her hair. A rueful smile tipped her mouth. Anthony had called her pathetic, and she looked rather a sorry mess just now with her face all puffy from crying, but the only pathetic thing in this scenario was how much of herself she had wasted on him.
    Anthony’s words had been harsh, but they had made her understand something about herself, something that she had never seen before.
    Since her mother’s death, she had spent her life needing to be needed, trying to fill the void in her father’s heart with the love her mother’s death had taken from him, trying to be his partner in his work, trying to be the antidote to his grief. Here, she had tried to do the same with Anthony, desperately wanting him to need her, wanting him to make her feel valued, appreciated, loved.
    As noticeable as a stick insect on a twig.
    Now, in the light of a new day, she vowed thatthings would be different. She remembered Viola’s questions in the antika yesterday, and she realized they led to a much more fundamental one.
    What now?
    Daphne turned in her chair and surveyed the room around her, a room that was ornate to the point of opulence. The gold and green damask draperies around her bed, the paneled walls and fireplace mantel of carved rosewood, the