wanted to join the team. Coach just looked me over slowly, nodded, and said, âOkay, Rufus. Iâll give you a try. Practice starts today after school.â
I went to practice every day, and I tried real hard to learn the moves. At first, nobody wanted to wrestle me because of my size, but then some of the bigger boys took me on. And they found they could win, more often than not. I hate to say it, but Daddy was right, I am slow. And clumsy. Sometimes if I could just get a good grip on the guy, I could hold on and pin him to the mat. But if he slipped out of my hands and started his moves on me, I was a goner. I went to a few meets and usually wound up âeating mat.â I was just glad that Daddy never went and saw it. Iâd never hear the end of it.
Every afternoon, after practice, we all would shower up before going home. More often than not, Coach Garibaldi just stood at the doorway, sometimes talking to the other boys, giving them pointers, sometimes just watching us. Coach never much talked to me, but lately Iâd begun to catch him looking at me more and more. Probably just wonderinâ what to do with such a pitiful wrestler. One day, as we were all walking out of the shower back toward the lockers, he grunted and said, âI guess itâs true what they say about guys with big feet.â And he walked back to his office. A couple of other guys nearby laughed.
âWhat did Coach mean by that?â I asked.
One of the guys shook his head. âNothinâ, Bigfoot.â
Another guy grinned. âItâs just Mother Natureâs way of evening the score. You may have been behind the door when she gave out the brains, Bigfoot, but good god almighty; you sure were first in line on other days.â And they laughed again and walked off. Damn fools, I thought. But it always bothers me when people wonât explain a joke to me. Itâs not my fault Iâm dumb.
I got dressed and started walking out of the locker room. When I passed Coachâs office, I could see that his door was open. I heard him call my name out, and I stuck my head in. âYeah, Coach?â I asked.
Coach was sitting behind his desk. âCome in here, Rufus,â he said. Except for Daddy, Coach was the only person who called me by my Christian name. I walked in. âClose the door,â he said.
Iâm in for it now, I thought. When Coach asks you to close the door, you know he means business. I âmagined I was going to get a chewing out for being such a poor wrestler.
But Coach didnât look mad. In fact, he didnât look much of anything. He just sat there, leaning back on his chair, looking at me with a blank face. He finally sighed. âRufus,â he said. âI just donât know what to do with you.â
I felt my face turning red. I wish that wouldnât happen all the time, but I ainât got no control over it. Daddy likes to say, laughinâ, âIt donât take much more than a fart or a hiccup to get that boyâs face as red as a baboonâs ass,â and heâs right. Anyway, I just stood there, shiftinâ from one foot to the other, feeling my face all heated up. Coach didnât say nothing more for a while, making it worse. He just sat there, his fingertips tapping together, looking straight at me. I felt like one of them bugs my cousin Olaf used to pin to a roof shingle, not enough to kill, just to get it squirming. Finally Coach cleared his throat.
âHow old are you, Rufus?â he asked.
âEighteen, Coach.â
âEighteen,â Coach repeated this like it was a remarkable thing. âIâm thirty-three.â He laughed. âI know to you that must sound older than dirt, but believe it or not, it just seems like yesterday that I was your age.â
âYes, Coach,â I mumbled. Hell, I didnât know what else to say.
âIâve been giving your case a lot of thought,â Coach said.
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