demand and always delivers. He also reckons he is successful. He spends his life travelling abroad, particularly to Spain and Panama, to sort out contracts and purchases, and it seems heâs a good businessman. Can you imagine Rafael as a businessman?â
He couldnât either and looked at the sound system in the corner of the living room: turntable, double cassette deck, CD, equalizer, amplifier and two no doubt incredibly powerful speakers, and thought how music from there must really sound like music.
âNo, I canât,â he said and asked: âWhere did that hi-fi system come from? Itâs worth more than a thousand dollars . . .â
She glanced back at Manolo and then straight at her old school friend.
âWhatâs wrong with you, Mario? Why all these questions? You know nobody works like crazy just for the fun of it. Everybody is after something and . . . in this place if you can get steak, you donât settle for rice and eggs.â
âSure, to him that God gave . . .â
He searched for his pen but then left it where it was.
âAll right, all right, forget it.â
âNo, I canât. If you had to travel in your work, wouldnât you travel and buy things for your wife and son?â she asked, seeking Manoloâs approval. The sergeant barely raised his shoulders, was still holding his cup of coffee.
âNil return on both counts: I donât travel abroad and donât have a wife and child.â
âBut you are envious, arenât you?â she responded quietly, looking back at the ferns. He knew heâd touched Tamara on a raw nerve. For years sheâd tried to be like everybody else, but her background had won out and she always seemed different: her perfumes
were never the cheap scents others used; she was allergic and could only use a few brands of male eau-decologne; her weekend party outfits seemed like those her friends wore but were made from Indian cotton; she knew when and how to cough, sneeze and yawn in public and was the only one who immediately understood the lyrics of Led Zeppelin or Rare Earth songs. He placed the ashtray on the sofa and looked for another cigarette. It was the last one in the packet and, as ever, he was alarmed by the quantity heâd smoked but told himself it wasnât true, he wasnât at all envious.
âI guess so,â he demurred as he lit up and realized he hadnât the energy to argue with her. âBut thatâs what I least envy about Rafael, I can tell you,â he smiled knowingly at Manolo: âMay St Peter bless these things.â
Sheâd shut her eyes, and he wondered if she could have understood the level of envy he was experiencing. Sheâd come nearer, and he could smell her to his heartâs content, and then she gripped one of his hands.
âForgive me, Mario,â she pleaded. âIâm very on edge with all this mess. You must understand that,â she said, withdrawing her hand. âSo you want a guest list?â
âComrade, comrade,â Sergeant Manuel Palacios finally piped up, raising his hand as if asking for permission to speak from the back of the class and not daring to look the Count in the eye. âI know how you must be feeling, but you must try to help us.â
âI thought that was what I was doing.â
âOf course. But I donât know your husband . . . Before New Yearâs Day, did you notice anything strange? Did he act at all oddly?â
She lifted a hand and caressed her neck for a moment, as if very lovingly.
âRafael was always rather odd. His character was like
that, extremely volatile. He was easily upset. If I did notice anything untoward, Iâd say he seemed uneasy on the thirtieth. He told me he was very tired after all the end-of-year accounting but he was almost elated on the thirty-first, and I think he enjoyed the party. But work always worried him.â
âAnd he didnât say