No problem. After all, weâre just colleagues.â
âThatâs how it is. How it should be.â I took a breath, concentrating on the words on the screen. âThanks, Beau. See you soon.â
I looked up, just to check that he was going, but his grief-stricken stare held me, pinned me to the spot. Crackling goosebumps crawled all over my skin as I gazed right back at him, and for a moment everything hung in the balance. If one of us had broken, we would have rushed into each otherâs arms, the show forgotten.
But a knock at the door made me jump and spin. By the time I turned back, Tanner had walked away to his bedroom, closing the door behind him.
I took a moment to smooth my ratty hair and soothe my ragged nerves. Trembling for a thousand reasons, I opened the door, to find a bearded camera guy standing there, grinning like a goof. âHey. Iâm Greg.â
âMaddie.â
âGod, love, you look like hell,â he said cheerfully in an Aussie accent.
I ushered him in. âI know. I thought the best lighting would be in the corner over there.â
âGood eye! Most assistants are only concerned with time-keeping, not making my job easier.â
âYeah, well, in a former life, I was an AD.â
He raised a grey-streaked eyebrow. âFall from grace?â
âYou could say that.â
âSounds like a good story. Iâll have to hear it over a beer in the crew bar later.â
âDeal.â Despite the trauma of the last day, I found myself smiling at the friendly cameraman. There was something instantly likable about himâa broad-chested man, shorter than Tanner but with such a jaunty manner, I was already relaxed in his presence.
Tanner reappeared, wearing a crisp white tee under a denim jacket, a black cowboy hat on his head. âHey, Greg. How are ya, buddy?â
They shook hands. âGood, man. Great to see you.â
âHowâs the missus and little âuns?â
âTheyâre great. My eldest is about to start school next year. Time flies, hey?â
âYes, speaking of time,â I cut in, inexplicably annoyed by their pre-existing camaraderie, âwe need to kick off. Beau, can I get you seated in this chair by the window, please?â
Greg swiftly set up and started rolling. I sat behind the camera to the side, providing a good eye-line for Tanner to hold while he spoke.
Falling into my cool, professional voice, I said, âTanner, these are your preliminary questions; mostly, theyâll be used for voice-overs to footage of you walking around the ship and looking out to sea. Youâll have a proper face-to-face interview with the host later tonight, but for now, just try to relax and answer in as much detail as possible.â
âSounds peachy,â said Tanner, a touch of bitterness behind his expression.
âOkay, in your own words, can you please describe your ideal woman?â
Tanner locked his eyes on me, his drawl becoming more pronounced as he said, âWell, Iâd have-ta say, my perfect lady would be smart and funny, with a bit of sass about her. Sheâd have a huge heart, wouldnât take life too seriously and of course, she has to be able to ride a horse.â He chuckled and winked at the camera, and despite the fact I knew it was all for show, I found myself melting in my seat.
âMost important, weâd have to have that special spark. That moment when you touch someone, and you feel something crackle between you, like lightning over a dry plain. And you just know â¦â
âKnow what?â I asked breathlessly.
âYou know thereâs a great ride ahead of you.â Tannerâs eyes flicked away and I felt the distance between us stretch as we drifted further apart again. After all, our ride is over.
âGreat, thanks. Next, can you tell us, why do you think youâre still single?â
âHonestly? I could say itâs bad timing,