can do for your family, please donât hesitate to contact me,â he said, handing a small, cream-colored card to Delcine, one to Clayton, and another to JoJo. âYou have my deepest condolences.â
One of the nurses, anticipating that he might fall out from grief, stood nearby and walked at his side as David Bell made his way up the center aisle and back to his seat in the rear of the church. Dozens of pairs of eyes followed his path.
Then, as yet another preacher launched into yet another long-winded prayer, the three Futrell siblings and their spouses studied the business cards theyâd been given.
D AVID Z. B ELL
C HAIRMAN A ND CEO
T HE Z ORIN C ORPORATION
The companyâs Columbus, Ohio, address and telephone numbers were embossed in the same rich coffee-colored ink as his name.
As the man of the Futrell house, Clayton had been designated as the family spokesman today, a job Delcine thought was rightfully hers as the oldest. So when his name was finally called to give reflections on the life of his older sister, Clayton rose.
The pulpit overflowed with preachers and holy women, so many that folding metal chairs from the funeral parlor had been brought in to accommodate all of them. More flowers in sprays and bouquets and memorial tributes filled every other spot.
The flowers alone astonished every single one of the Futrells. Who knew people cared that much about Ana Mae? Since Delcine spoke at the wake and Clayton would now speak at the funeral, JoJo had been the designated family member who would collect the cards. Theyâd go through them later. Not that any of them actually knew the people who had sent them.
Forcing his mind back to what he was supposed to be thinking about, Clayton unconsciously straightened his tie, then put the first foot on the three steps leading to the pulpit and microphone.
Reverend le Baptiste cleared his throat. Loudly.
Clayton put his right foot on the next step.
Coughing broke out on the dais.
He glanced up. The pastor of Ana Maeâs church and about a dozen other clergy members were giving him what could best be described as the evil eye. Definitely a thou shalt not look.
Unsure, Clayton paused on the step.
âBrother Futrell,â someone said behind him. âThereâs a microphone for you right here.â
Suddenly furious and feeling tenfold the slights heâd endured his entire life in Drapersville and Ahoskie, Clayton refused to let them intimidate him.
âItâs all right,â he said, stepping up to the pulpit. âIâll just stand here.â
Gasps erupted from both the mourners and the preachers, mostly Baptists, with a few Pentecostals and Evangelicals also in the mix.
Three on the dais rose, as if to block the sacrilegious from their holy ground.
âItâs all right,â Reverend Toussaint le Baptiste said. âLet the boy go on.â
Clayton, not knowing that heâd broken a cardinal rule of the black churchâthou shalt not step into the pulpit unless ordainedânodded his thanks to the minister and patiently waited for the sputtering from the three and the murmuring from the assembly to quiet down. He glanced at Archer, who smiled at him.
Claytonâs mouth dropped open.
It was the first true smile heâd seen from his partner in a long time. A long, long time.
Theyâd been going through a rough patch lately. Well, he conceded, it was more than a patch. They were just about splitsville. This trip to the East Coast, to bury the sister Clayton never took time to get to know, was probably their last as a couple. So to see Archer smile, to get that silent encouragement from him meant more than words could ever say.
Tears welled in his eyes. He tried to blink them back, but to no avail.
âThatâs all right, brother. We understand,â someone called from the audience.
Clayton wiped his eyes, wondering for a moment what the person was talking about and when in the
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