it to me. I really try to manage on what I earn but Iâm a bit short this week, so Markâs helping me out. Donât tell Mum, will you?â
âOf course not, but why didnât you ask me? Iâve helped you out before.â
âI know, and I didnât feel I could ask you again, and Markâs been so chivalrous.â
Somewhere in the atmosphere she was aware of Mark, torn in two directions; half of him grateful for her quick-witted rescue, the other half fighting to keep a straight face.
Sylvia remained oblivious to the undercurrents. âYou mustnât borrow money from Mark,â she said. âIt isnât proper. Iâll lend you what you need. Now, give him that money back.â
âYes, Sylvia,â she said meekly, handing the cash over but unable to meet Markâs eyes.
Nor could he meet hers. And somehow that made the secret all the sweeter.
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It seems so trivial, looking back, but your masculine pride was involved, which made it important. I still laugh when I remember how horrified you were, and how we had to sneak a meeting later so that you could give me the money again. How grateful you were to me for putting Sylvia off the scent, and how happy I was!
Christmas was wonderful, just because you were there.You gave us all presents, even Billy. He was overjoyed with that noisy toy you bought him and drove us all crazy with it, bless him! You gave Sylvia a pretty necklace, and me a purse saying it was âto keep my money safeâ, putting your fingers over your lips. It meant the world to me that we shared a secret, even if you did spoil it a bit by saying, âWhat a sister I have!â
That wasnât what I wanted to hear, but she could always take you away from me. She was the one you kissed under the mistletoe, while I looked away, then looked back. Seeing you like that hurt terribly, but I couldnât turn away again.
And then it was New Yearâs Eve, and that was when I discovered things I hadnât suspected before, things I didnât understandâ¦
CHAPTER FOUR
A S THE hands of the clock crept towards twelve on New Yearâs Eve, doors were flung open and the inhabitants of Crimea Street poured out into the open, carolling their pleasure up into the night sky.
âGoodbye, âthirty-eight. Goodbye and good riddance!â
âHello, âthirty-nine. This is the year Iâll get rich.â
âListen to them,â Joe murmured. âSo sure itâs all going to get better, when in factââ
âDonât be so gloomy,â his wife advised him. âThere probably isnât going to be a war.â
âThey said that just before the last one,â Joe said. âSome of them were still saying it the day before I was drafted into the army.â He gazed sadly at the rapidly growing crowd, singing and dancing. âThey never think to wonder what the next New Year will be like,â he murmured.
âBut we know what the next one will be like,â Dee said wryly. âMark and Sylvia will be married, and sheâll probably be pregnant.â
âThe way theyâre carrying on, itâll happen the other way round,â Helen observed grimly. âLook at them. I didnât bring my girls up to act like that.â
Dee smothered a grin. Between her parentsâ wedding anniversary and Sylviaâs birthday was a mere three months, but all the family pretended not to notice.
â You wouldnât do a thing like that, would you, Mum?â she asked demurely.
âThatâs enough from you, my girl. Any more of your cheek and Iâllââ
âWhat, Mum?â
âAnd donât you think you can snigger and get away with it. Just you be careful.â
âLeave it,â Joe said easily. âTheyâre young, like we were once.â
He slipped his arm around his wifeâs shoulders. As she turned her head they exchanged smiles, and suddenly