for anything.â
âBut women like men who have a promising future. And everything for me is up in the air. But I love what I do. If I didnât, Iâd get a regular nine-to-five job so that I could buy you jewels and the biggest house andââ
âIâm not asking for anything. My future is just as iffy as yours. I gave up a great job to drive halfway across the country to start a summer camp that hasnât been open in twenty years. So I guess weâre starting from the same place.â
âYouâre special, you know that?â
Oh God, oh God. What have I gotten myself into? After the days theyâd spent sightseeing, she thought heâd be ready to move on by now. Sheâd deceived him and now he was baring his soul to her. She had to come clean.
âColin, when we met, I never expectedââ
âI know. I never thought weâd get this far, either. But all this canât be one-sided. You feel it, too, donât you?â
âYes, butââ
âGive me a chance, okay? Give us a chance. Thatâs all Iâm asking. I want a chance to see where this leads. I want to get to know you better.â
Noelle closed her eyes on the emotions lapping over her like the rippling warm waters of a whirlpool. She wanted to move forward with him, too. âOkay,â she whispered.
Chapter 4
T he workday began early on a thoroughbred farm. At quarter to five Colin was out of bed. A half hour later he was downstairs, where the housekeeper, Leila Nelson, was already in the kitchen preparing breakfast, and looking much too fresh for so early in the morning. Her hair was neatly pinned up and, as usual, she wore a dress, a blue one this morning. Colin couldnât ever remember seeing her in a pair of slacks.
The brown-skinned woman glanced up and smiled. âWelcome home,â she said. âI stayed up as long as I could last night, but you got in very late. Left supper in the fridge for you, but you didnât touch it.â
âAfter unloading the horses, I went straight to bed. Howâs George?â
âMoping around. I couldnât convince him to go to the grief session at church. Maybe heâll listen to you.â
Disappointed, Colin said, âIâll take him with me to the track this morning. We have three yearlings that will start racing soon.â
âGood. He needs to get out,â she said, setting a plate of pancakes before him.
After the delicious breakfast, Colin made his way to the barn, where they were preparing some of the horses for the practice track.
Thinking of Noelle, as he always did lately, he dialed her cell number. Sheâd asked him to call her early, but he wondered if sheâd appreciate being awakened this early.
She cleared her throat before uttering a sleepy, âHello.â
âHalf the morningâs gone. Whatâre you still doing in bed?â Colin asked.
âWhat?â
He grinned. âThis is your wake-up call.â
âOh, hi.â She moaned and the sound shot heat right through Colinâs groin. There was something sexy about a womanâs sluggish morning voice. âItâs still dark. It canât be morning yet.â
âSure it is. Now, if you were home I could ride my horse over there and wake you gently and slowly. Youâd only be a mile away. But this is the best I can do from here.â
âYouâre only a mile from my grandparentsâ house?â
âLess than that by horseback.â He heard the mattress groan when she moved. Heâd give anything to be in that bed snuggled up close with her right now. He felt his body react at the thought. He tightened his hand around the phone.
âItâll be late before I can get away to see you. Got a long day ahead of me.â
âYeah, me, too. Thanks for the wake-up.â
âAnytime, sweetheart.â Sighing, he closed his phone, tossed his diposable cup in the trash