ended and he was forced to release her from his embrace.
He opened his eyes and caught Galenâs glower of consternation, which he knew he deserved. He had no right to lust after a goddess. No right to be so familiar with the one they served.
Yet his brain was as deaf as his heart. Neither listened to common sense. His entire body betrayed him with wants, needs, and dreams he knew he shouldnât feel.
Bathymaas stood up on her tiptoes and placed a chaste kiss to his cheek. âThank you for humoring me.â
He inclined his head to her and did his best to ignore his brother as Galen continued to glare at him.
Hours later, after theyâd returned to their island barracks, Galen cornered him in the back hallway.
âWhat is going on with you and the goddess?â
Aricles kept his tone level and his expression blank. âI donât know what you mean.â
âYes, you do. You love her.â
âOf course, I do. I love all the gods.â
âYes, but not like you do her. Iâm not stupid, Ari. And I know what I saw.â
He shrugged Galenâs anger away. âI am nothing more than her soldier. The same as you and the others.â
âAnd if I donât believe you?â
âYouâre a fool.â
Galen cursed him under his breath. âFine, but if Iâm right, brother, be careful. Love never works out between mortals and gods. If something were to happen to youâ¦â Tears welled in his eyes before he quickly blinked them away. âIâd have to grow up and thatâs the last thing I want to do.â
Smiling, Aricles hugged him close then kissed his head. âFear not, little brother. I shall be here for quite some time to annoy you.â
âYou better be. Otherwise, Iâll have to follow you to Kalosis and beat the shit out of you.â
February 8, 12,250 BC
Tomorrow Bathymaas would have to send her Äperon out to battle. The Greek gods had been overstepping their bounds for weeks now, and their forces would have to be quelled. This was what her team had been trained for.
Yet â¦
Over and over, she tried to think of some reason to keep Aricles out of the fight.
Unfortunately, there wasnât a logical one.
She shouldnât care. She shouldnât. It wasnât her place to have feelings for anyone. But as she contemplated the thought of his being injured, she couldnât breathe for the ferocious pain inside her. No wonder heâd told her he could do without love.
It was agony.
And it was something she couldnât tell anyone that she felt.
Not even Aricles.
To do so would only cause him to be harmed. She was never to know emotion and yet heâd managed to make her feel when nothing and no one else ever had.
Her gaze went to Malphas who was formulating their battlefield strategy over a map table. Heâd lost his love a long time ago. There was a permanent darkness in his eyes from it and sheâd seen him break down into tears from time to time when he thought he was alone ⦠all the times when heâd reach for the locket he wore that contained a bit of hair from his love.
Sheâd never understood that until now.
âPerhaps we should let the Greeks fight this out for themselves.â
Malphas looked up at her with a stern frown. âWho are you?â
âBathymaas.â
He laughed. âThereâs the goddess I know. The one a second ago ⦠never met her before.â
Ah, now she understood why heâd asked that question.
Sighing, she closed the distance between them so that she could look over his plans. âAre you sure theyâre ready?â
âI wouldnât send them into battle if I wasnât. Theyâve learned to be a team and have bonded well. They no longer see themselves as humans, Apollites, and Atlanteans, but rather your Äperon. You have their loyalty over their homelands.â
Still, she couldnât bear the thought of