flycatcher.â Her mother looked back at her. âSee his tail? See how long it is?â
Silla nodded. The slender feathers that extended past his back were twice as long as the bird himself. âWhy is it like that?â
âThatâs just how he was made,â answered her mother simply, smiling as she watched her daughter study the bird. âMamaâs gonna make him fly for you,â she said. Then she turned, and squinting into the sun and bringing her hands above her head, she clapped loudly. The bird lifted off instantly, his wings flapping, his glorious tail spreading into a long, elegant fork. âGo on home, Mr. Flycatcher!â she said, her words long and unhurried. Beaming, Silla watched the bird until she couldnât see it any longer. Then she looked back at her mother, who was staring into the sky, her front teeth gently biting her lower lip.
Her mother was still standing like that when her fatherâs bright red car approached. He peeled into the driveway and Silla watched him get out, slamming the door shut and marching over to her mother.
âMartha,â he said, quiet and stern as he firmly took her upper arm. âWhat in Godâs name are you doing out on the front lawn dressed like that?â
Priscilla watched her mother look at him, as if she didnât quite understand the question.
âGoddammit, Martha,â she heard her father whisper, as he took a step toward the house, pulling her mother along with him. She saw her lean toward his leading hand, as if to relieve the pressure from his grip.
âDaddy,â Silla begged in a voice that wasnât loud enough to be heard, âwe were just selling lemonade.â The screen door whined as he pulled it open, and he forced Sillaâs mother in ahead of him. Inching closer, she heard her fatherâs raised voice. âI have to get a phone call at work about you sitting in the front yard with our daughter in nothing but your
slip
!?â
âLee,â she heard her mother say. Her voice was always so innocent.
âThis sort of thing has got to stop, Martha.â Even at four, Silla understood the gravity in her fatherâs voice. âOne way or another itâs got to stop.â
CHAPTER FIVE
Painkillers
G ordo led the way down the empty sidewalk, trotting from Maggieâs house to our car. Though Maggie and I spent our days sitting no more than eight feet away from each other in the Wonderlux office, Rose and I along with Gordo were frequent guests at the Dyer home, where Maggie lived with her husband and sons.
âWhy do we have to go?â whined Rose, continuing the slump-shouldered, slack-jawed protest that she had begun in the house.
âYouâve got a big day tomorrow, Rosie.â Duncanâs parents, who had made an admirable effort to stay involved in Roseâs life, were coming for a visit. And this time his mother, Miriam, had suggested that they take Rose to the Waldorf Hotel for thenight. Though I was anxious about letting her go, it was the sort of indulgence that I couldnât easily afford, and therefore was grateful that Miriam and John were willing to provide for her. âYouâre going to live it up with your gram and gramp in New York.â
Rose looked up at me, and in the dark, her pale skin seemed lit from within. âIs my dad going to be at the hotel?â she asked. It was a question of curiosity, rather than desire. As if she was trying to understand with what and whom she should associate her fatherâs visits.
âNo, monkey,â I said. âHe wonât be back for a visit until Christmas.â
Roseâs brows drew together as she tried to process the information. âHow many days is that?â
âAbout sixty,â I said. Rose had recently become fascinated with numbers, always wanting to know how many days until her birthday or since she last went swimming.
âAnd how many days ago was the last