Eric pick up fast. He has read this perfectly. Because thatâs how it usually plays out. Iâm blamed for not being available or ready or whatever all of the time.
âAs a matter of fact, I do,â Commander Claggett says. He looks at me directly. âI want those award write-ups in my hand tonight by twenty-one hundred!â His order is accompanied by a noticeable glare of disapproval before he snaps his head and storms out the door.
I put my hands on my hips, sucking in my breath and holding it. I simmer here, staring straight ahead, as the group files out.
When itâs finally quiet, only Eric remains.
âI donât want this,â I say. âNot like this.â
âNot like what?â
âCommander Claggett was forced into this. I want to earn the award straight up, not have him coerced into giving me something.â
Ericâs hands now go to his hips. âFor your information, you legitimately deserve an award for what you did today.â
âRegardless, it should have come from him.â
He huffs in exasperation. âOkay, Iâm sorry. Youâre right. I shouldnât have interfered. But since I got you into this, since Captain Plank is expecting those recommendations, the least I can do is write them up for you.â
âNo, you donâtââ
âI do,â he says firmly. âCome on. Weâll type it up in our stateroom. Iâll just need some input on the specifics.â
As he turns, he mutters under his breath, âAnd theyâre gonna be the best damn write-ups Admiral Carlsonâs ever seen.â
He leads me into the cramped passageway and we hold the rails as we walk. Whoa. Pitch. Roll. Rock.
When we reach his stateroom, he opens the door just a crack and looks in. âGuys, Iâm bringing Sara in.â He turns to me. âOkay, weâre good.â
He pushes the door open wider so I can step through, and Ben and Stuart look up from their desks. âHey, Sara.â
âHi, guys.â
Yikes, this room is small. Two sets of bunks, stacked three high, fill this micro space. At the far wall, a cot stands on end, crammed between a bunk and a giant metal closet. Thereâs zero room in here already and now theyâre adding a cot to boot. I feel so bad about this. Maybe I could sleep in the wardroom or something.
âWhat do you think?â Eric says.
âAre there really six of you in here?â
âYep. All of the pilots except Brian, and the shipâs navigator.â
Ben and Stuart are sitting at desks half the size of the one I use in my stateroom.
âThere are only two desks,â I say.
âYeah, we have to share,â Eric says.
Iâm getting embarrassed now. If they could see where I live, well, itâs the Taj Mahal compared to this.
âBen, can we use your desk?â Eric asks. âI told Sara Iâd help her with the award nominations.â
âOh, about that,â Stuart says. âWe didnât write up any witness statements. What were you talking about?â
âYeah, I just made that up,â Eric says casually.
âYou what!â I say.
âLieutenant Marxen ⦠showcasing his quick-thinking oratorical prowess once again,â Stuart says.
My hands are back on my hips, my mouth open. âYouâ¦â
Eric smiles conspiratorially.
âSo is this a normal thing for him?â I say, turning to Ben and Stuart.
âYeah,â Ben says. âWe donât know how he does it, but he can sort of bend anyone to his will.â
âItâs a bit scary, really,â Stuart says. âMust be some special training you ring knockers get at the Academy.â
Even though Stuart has said this in good humor, heâs referring to one of the nicknames for a Naval Academy graduate, born from the oversized class rings worn by many upon graduation. A small minority of those wearers tend to go a bit overboard, flaunting