me ye lived in a mansion,â he said, wandering through the âgreat room,â as my mom called it, with its vaulted ceiling and total lack of privacy. âItâs a bloody big house yer folksâve got here.â
I tried to match his casual tone. âItâs medium sized by local standards, believe it or not. People love big houses in Connecticut.â
âThree bathrooms!â He turned to me. âAnd thatâs medium sized, eh?â He was standing in front of the sofa. How easy it would be for us to sink down on it together and start making out like ravenous beasts. How easy it is, I thought, to remember exactly what his lips feel like on mine. . . . Considering that I was a person whoâd once traveled thousands of years back in time to the days of Irish lore, why couldnât I just skip ahead a few years and be old enough for Colin? Why why why . . .
âWill ye listen to me,â he said, catching my gaze. âWe havenât seen each other since the summerââ
My arms were around him, and his were around me. âI missed you so much,â I murmured.
âAnd here I am, talking about theââ
âColinââ
ââplumbing . . .â
I turned my face up to his, eyes closed, ready for a kiss. And it came, tenderly, on my right cheek, where it lingered until Colin gently pulled away.
âThereâs some stuff I ought to tell ye, I think,â he said.
I did not like the sound of that one bit.
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â i donât Understand.â the adrenaline rush of fear was clouding my brain. âAre you saying youâre sick?â We were sitting on the sofa, but we werenât making out. Instead Colin was busy scaring the crap out of me.
Colin looked away from me and shrugged. âItâd be simpler if I were. They canât find anything wrong with me. Iâve been to the infirmary at school and a private doctor as well.â He tried to joke, but it was forced. âThey all say the same thing: Iâm fit as a fiddle, if a bit on the ugly side.â
Ugly, ha. Sparkling blue eyes, reddish-blond hair, a faery-dusting of freckles across his face and that naturally graceful, athletic bod. Colin was a hunk. Like mine, his hair had grown longer since the summer. It was softer now and tousled into silky curls. He was thinner, a little palerâhe looked beautiful; that was the only word for how he looked.
âColin, please,â I begged. âIf youâre not sick, tell me whatâs wrong.â
He exhaled and took my hand. âAll right. Ye know me, luv, Iâm a fairly energetic chap by nature. But soon after I started university, something changed.â He shook his head. âI was tired all the time and kind of foggy-headed. It got so bad I even tried cutting out the Guinness.â
I smiled at that.
âYeâll think Iâm daft, Mor,â he went on, in a quiet voice. âI feel like I almost never get a proper nightâs sleepâexcept for last night, here in this house, that was quite the exceptionâbut I have these mad dreams.â
My head started to ache. âWhat kind of dreams?â
He opened his mouth, then stopped. âItâs completely nutters. Never mind.â
Now the room was spinning and I had to hold on. I put my hands on his strong arms and felt the muscles moving beneath his skin, like there was a lean, wild creature that lived inside him.
âColinâtell me about the dreams.â I wouldnât let him go. âI promise I wonât think youâre ânutters.â â
I could see the need to tell someone gathering behind his eyes, like the clouds of a distant, fast-approaching storm. I know that feeling, I wanted to say. When you know that no one will believe you, but youâre desperate to tell the truth anyway. If I didnât have Tammy to tell all my faery stories to, Iâd probably have gone nutters myself by