Billy doing? Iâve seen his game. Gutters arenât a part of it. He was sandbagging, wasnât he? Are you two hustling? Donât try to play me.â
I shrug. âHeâs trying something new. Please donât go all lecture on me, okay?â
âI wasnât. I just asked a question.â
The wonderful aroma of cheese and pepperoni drifts in my nostrils. The perfect conversation changer suddenly comes to me.
âWant some pepperoni pizza? Iâll buy.â
Makeda grins. âThat sounds good.â
I get up, take a few steps, and turn back to her.âAnd your outfit is fly.â
Sheâs still grinning. âThanks.â
Holy pepperoni! Itâs hard to strut and move through crowds, especially when youâve got money and an awesome cell phone in your pocket. But I try anyway. Back up, suckers! Iâm buying a girl something to eat. Thatâs right, I said a girl , and sheâs hungry. Donât make me call somebody, because Iâve got a cell phone.
I get us a large pizza with extra cheese, place it on the table and take a big whiff.
â Mmmm. Doesnât that smell good?â
Makedaâs eyes sparkle as she takes a piece. âYes, it really does. I havenât had pizza since school let out.â
I stop in midchew. âWhy?â
âWe donât eat pizza at our house. Mom cooks every day, and pizza never makes the menu.â
I wipe my mouth with my wrist. âWell, you can have a slice of pizza every day if you want. Iâll make sure of it.â
Iâm thinking thatâs a great hint of my intentions. But by the look on her face, it wasnât.
I shrug. âWhat? What did I say?â
âLamar, why are you doing this? What do you want?â
âNothing. I justâ¦what do I have to do to make you believe that Iâm through with pranks?â
She plays with her bangs. âI donât know. I want to believe you, but my brain reminds me Iâm eating pizza with the guy who made me hate going to school.â
I pick up my drink and look in it to hide my face. âI made a mistake. People can change.â
When she doesnât answer, I raise my eyes to meet hers. We hold that gaze and I donât look away. I want her to see it in my eyes, hear it in my voice, and know I mean it. Finally, she breaks our silence.
âThe pizzaâs good. Thanks.â
I smile back. âWhat are your plans for the summer?â
âMVP camp.â
I shouldâve asked something else. This girlâs way out of my league. Sheâs probably got fifteen MVP trophies with little golden ladies posing on her fireplace mantel. When she finds out my hardware count is zilch, sheâll kick me to the curb. So I might as well act like itâs no big deal.
âWhat did you get your MVP trophy for? Soccer?â
She giggles. âOh no. MVP stands for âmorals, values, and principles.â Itâs a camp right outside of Evansville. This is my third summer attending, and Iâm being considered for a position as assistant counselor. Iâm pumped about it.â
âIs it for guys and girls?â
âJust girls. But itâs the best four days of my summer. There are lots of girls from all over Indiana. Itâs the one place where I can be myself.â
âWhat do you mean?â
She shakes her head. âYouâll laugh.â
âNo I wonât.â
Makeda puts those big brown eyes on me. I give her my full attention.
âMy grandmother was a missionary. She devoted her life to helping people. Mom and I traveled with her once to a very poor area in Mexico. Iâll never forget the friends I made and how many times the people thanked us for coming. I canât imagine doing anything else.â
I nod. âThat sounds tight.â
âIt was. The girls around hereâ¦I mean, theyâre my friends and everything, but I canât share my dream with them.