it.
âAnd please tell me itâs something better than having us move to Tacoma.â
My father smiled then. âActually he doesnât think we need to go that far. Detective Mortensenâs theory is that the only way weâll be safe is if the killer believes that heâs safe.â
All of a sudden, I wished I were stupid. Because, if I were, then there might at least be some chance I was getting it wrong. That Iâd misunderstood what my father was trying to tell me. My grade point average is 3.95. Unfortunately.
âYou mean, roaches check in, but they donât check out , and weâre the roaches, donât you?â
Incredibly, my father laughed. Then he pulled me back into his arms, his hug fierce. âI love you, Jo-Jo.â
âI love you, too, Dad,â I said. âAnd, for the record, I forgive you about the having-no-choice thing. Not only that, I think youâre right.â
âJust think of it as the exception that proves the rule,â my father said.
We sat that way for a moment. Just the two of us together, the way it had been for almost as long as I could remember. âDo we have to go tonight?â I asked finally.
âWe have to go tonight,â said my father.
âAnd we have to leave everything behind. Whateverâs going to happen needs to look like an accident, doesnât it?â
âThatâs right. It does. Iâm sorry, Jo-Jo.â
I almost did start to cry, then. Because I knew we both knew what my father had just done. Heâd answered the question I hadnât wanted to ask right out loud. The one about what would happen to the picture of my mom. It seemed so unfair to have to leave it behind. As if we were losing her all over again when, in all honesty, once had been more than enough.
âOkay,â I said. âHand it over.â
My dad reached to where my momâs photograph rested on the couch beside him and placed it into my hands. I got up and put the photograph in its shiny gold frame back where it belonged. Filling in the empty spot above Old Mrs. Callowayâs mantel.
I looked at it for just a moment, then turned to face my father. He was looking at Momâs picture too. That same combination of expressions Iâd seen earlier, sadness and determination, filling his face.
âSo whatâs the plan?â I asked.
Eight
In the end, I did two things my father hadnât planned on.
I took the pink chenille bedspread, and I phoned Elaine. Not necessarily in that order.
The second was pretty much a necessity, as far as I was concerned, though it did take a while to convince my father. I think he actually put his hands on his hips.
âWhat part of absolute secrecy did you not understand, Jo?â
âYou never said absolute secrecy ,â I shot right back. âYou said it had to look like an accident. If I donât call Elaine, it wonât. I told her Iâd call or come over.â
âCouldnât you just forget?â my father asked. âPeople do that, you know.â
It was at this point that I put my hands on my hips.
âDad,â I said. âWill you just listen to yourself for a moment? Iâm a teenager. Iâm female. And youâre seriously suggesting I might forget to use the phone?â
âItâs just that Detective Mortensen . . . â my father began.
âDoes Detective Mortensen know how close Elaine and I have gotten?â I ruthlessly cut him off. âDoes he know I spend practically every afternoon at her house? Does he know sheâs already noticed your car is in the drive? She noticed it before I did, for crying out loud. I canât just drive off into the sunset without calling. Sheâll know somethingâs up.
âI wonât tell her anything, I swear. Just let me make the call.â
âAll right,â my father gave in abruptly. âI donât like it, but we donât have