anchor more than anyone. But right now, she really needed him to panic with her.
âSheâs actually going to make us move! Sheâs packing!â
âLook, listen. You listening?â
âAmir!â
Silence on the phone and from the other bedroom where Alisha was packing. Issa felt like she was the only sane person in the world.
âIz, why are you shrieking? I can hear you at a normal decibel too, you know. Quit being dumb.â
âYouâre dumb,â Issa muttered.
âIz, stop it.â Amir sighed. âI know whatâs going on here. Itâs not just Diego, is it?â
Issa scowled. No, it was also Cat. And Diego. And this whole stupid idea. Who got remarried when they had two grown-up children? She didnât need a stepfather. And she certainly didnât need Cat!
âLook, heâs not coming back. Our daddy is not coming back. A man doesnât walk out the door one day, disappear and just come back five years later. You dig?â
In one second, Amir got to the heart of Issaâs problem. The problem she didnât even know she was wrestling with until that moment.
Their father. Roy. After he left, it seemed everything had fallen apart. After the divorce papers arrived in the mail and Alisha was laid off from her job at the inner-city Detroit high school where she had taught art, Alisha, Amir and Issa had moved out of their brownstone. They had ended up in New Joliet for her momâs new job. The quaint, rich town where they were known as the âpoor mixed family.â
One day her father would come back, Issa knew he would. A man didnât just leave a note saying âNeed to figure stuff out, will be backâ and disappear forever. They would see him again. They would. They had to. But not if Alisha married Diego.
But Issa kept this fantasy her own secret. She knew Amir would never forgive their father for leaving them. âHeâs not a man,â Amir always said. âA man would never do such a horrible thing. He was a coward.â
Issa changed the subject back to Diego. âIf it was anyone else it would be okay. But, Amir, you should see this man! And Cat is horrible! You remember how she used to be, right? I hate their whole family, theyâre so spoiled and rotten andââ
âShut up,â Amir cut in. âThis isnât you. Youâre acting insane.â
Issa counted to five silently. Amir was right. She sounded insane. She had to pull herself together. She had to reasonably explain to Alisha why she could never, ever be related to Cat Morena.
Amir was still talking. ââ¦get to know Cat. She doesnât have a mom, of course sheâs screwed up. And, Iz, you always get along with everyone. I know youâll win her over too.â
No way. Not a chance. Not that manipulative, miserableâ
âLook, after getting to know them, if you still donât like this situation, Iâm sure Ma will listen to you.â
Amir obviously had no idea what Cat was made of. A few nice sister-sister conversations wouldnât turn the Wicked Witch of the East Coast into an angel. Cat had decided long ago that Issa was an enemy. And that wasnât about to change. Cat would be around twenty-four-seven. The things she could do to Issa if they lived under the same roofâ¦
âWhen are you coming home?â she asked instead.
âI canât for a while. Exams are going on, probably not till the weddingââ
âAmirâ¦â
Issaâs eyes started to fill as she thought of him being so far away. He had been the pillar of their family ever since their father had left them. How could he leave them and go so far away to attend college in Los Angeles? Heâd only been gone for two months and already she missed him so much she called him every night.
âGive Mom a break. It hasnât been an easy few years for her. This new job, me going away. You growing up so