understanding each other so muchbetter. Why, I might even be persuaded to convince Wigglesworth to give you a few pointers on how to tie your cravat so it less resembles a noose. Good night, Major.â
Justin walked out of the room in his usual, unhurried stroll, softly closing the door behind him. It was only when he got as far as the narrow hallway leading to the stairs that he pressed his palms against the sides of his neck and pushed hard, forcing his breathing and his heartbeat back into their usual rhythms.
He was angry that he had allowed any of this to happen to him. Unworried that he would not succeed in ridding Alina of any threat from the Inhaber Novak.
But damned if he could understand how he, a man who prided himself on his lack of emotional involvement with the rest of the world, could have suddenly become so intensely concerned for the welfare of one small female.
I donât recall granting it permission to sit down.
At last he smiled with real amusementâ¦and not a little bemusement. Yes, that was it. From the moment sheâd uttered those words, he had become as wax in her hands.
God help himâ¦.
CHAPTER THREE
A LINA SAT CROSS-LEGGED in the middle of the hard tester bed, her sketchbook across her knees. Sheâd been so certain the baron would come knocking on her door to inquire as to why she had refused to join him downstairs for dinner. But when the clock had struck the hour of nine, she had at last given up on her fetching outfit of palest lilac silk in favor of a comfortable night rail sheâd worn to the brink of shabbiness.
She only wished she hadnât used the excuse that she wasnât hungry in order to avoid him, for now her stomach had begun grumbling at her, pointing out that, if she was going to lie, she should first consider the consequences. Citing a headache from the excitement of seeing England for the first time? That would have been much better.
Except that the baron might have interpreted that as excitement upon seeing him for the first time.
That eventuality was not to be contemplated. The man was already entirely too pleased with himself just on general principlesâthat was obvious.
âAnd much too intelligent for my own good,â she muttered, her charcoal stick moving rapidly as she colored in the manâs hair, which was nearly as dark as her own. His skin was darker than hers; he was clearly a man who spent considerable time in the sunâsheâd noticed as much when heâd taken her hand in his and bowed over her fingertips. He had hard hands, strong and even slightly callused, which had surprised her, for he certainly dressed (and behaved!) as a man who never so much as brushed his own hair without assistance.
She could still close her eyes and see her pale skin against his darker tones, her fragile bones no match for his strength if he were to squeeze her fingers between his. And she most certainly could still see those laughing, mocking green eyes.
He really did upset her sense of being up to any challenges her new circumstances could toss at her. Sheâd been so sure of her plans, back in the safety of her own bedchamber. And all it had taken was one look, one too-intimate touch of this manâs flesh against hers, to knock all of her confident pins out from beneath her. Oh, yes, he was going to be troubleâ¦.
Just to thinkâif she had worn gloves, as Danica had told her was proper, she would still not know that her betrothed had such an unsettling effect on her. Why, she might have gone down to dinner, prattled on in some inane way, all unaware that Baron JustinWilde was anything more than a pretty fellow with an impertinent mouth.
Now what was she supposed to do? If there existed a way to control him, she had to find it. Quickly.
Strange how she had not thought about the marriage itself as anything more than a minor inconvenience, a necessary detail. At first, sheâd been too angry to do more than think