Max, naked and tied to a chair. He didnât look vulnerable; instead, the image reminded Carl of the story of Prometheus chained to a rock, his liver eaten out each day by an eagle. Not vulnerable, but tormented and hopeful . . . Max would have sold it months ago if Carl could bear to part with it. The truth was, heâd always loved his stepbrother, and John as well. The three of them had been friends for so long, three boys without fathers, raised by Maxâs uncle and Mandy.
Carl pressed a hand to his heart. He was destined to live a life of unrequited love for his two best friends, but unrequited love suited him, he decided, at least for the moment, at least until he found real love, which was much less dramatic but probably more satisfying.
âHang the Montenegros in here,â he told the boys, waving a hand at the wall space heâd allocated to the artist, whoâd yet to come and visit him, despite his repeated requests.
They did as he directed while he checked his new phone. His missing keys worried him, though he knew John would change the locks when he arrived for the nightâit felt like a stretch that what had happened to him the previous night was linked to Lille, but if it was . . . why would someone bother to drug him and take his phone and keys? Did they just want information? Were they planning to break in? It seemed unlikely that any thief interested in breaking into the Fetish Box would go to the trouble of stealing keys, and his apartment had a doorman and an alarm, so keys wouldnât help that much there. Still, the story sheâd told about her father worried him. Someone connected to the Russian mobâsheâd said he was the son of a Russian mobsterâwould surely have found her by now, unless sheâd been mistaken all those years ago. Sheâd run away so young; it was possible sheâd just misunderstood, wasnât it?
Carl had a feeling that something else had made Lille afraid and wary of people. No one reacted that dramatically to the threat of someone sheâd never met unless she had reason to be afraid, to know what it was like to be hurtâone of her motherâs other boyfriends, maybe? Carl wasnât certain, nor did he believe that digging up everything from the past was the only way to move forward. After all, he knew very well what had happened to him at the hands of one of his motherâs boyfriends, and knowing about it didnât help one bit.
He shrugged his shoulders, uncomfortable even thinking about it, and texted Kim Chan instead: âMake sure you get Max and Lille together on film tonight.â
She texted back âDuh,â which made him laugh. No one would guess that she was from an upper-middle-class family in Houston, or that sheâd run away at sixteen and had turned eighteen only a few weeks ago. Heâd met her when heâd been volunteering at the local soup kitchen in Miami. Sheâd been in line for food but had also been filming with an expensive digital camera. As far as he could tell, it was the only possession of any value she had to her name.
âLove you, too, sweetie,â he texted back.
She didnât respond, but he hadnât really expected her to.
He put the phone in his pocket and patted it absently, thinking about this morning. It had been a long time since heâd blacked out so totally that he woke up not knowing where he was or what had happened. He was usually more careful, or maybe just lucky.
He wasnât sure, but after what had happened to Mary, he didnât want to take stupid chances. If there was a connection between what had happened to him and the phone call Lille had received about her father, he wanted to know it. He intended to go back to the Box this evening and hopefully convince her to talk about her father with John and Mary before they went over to the pub. If she didnât want to talk about it, heâd tell John