just
like any other bitch!”
“ That ’ s
not true. I loved you, hell I still do. ”
“ No
you don ’ t, if you did you would not
have done what you did. ”
Did
I defend myself to this kid, over actions that had taken place six
years ago?
Sipping
my tea, I knew it was up to me to heal this bridge. Trax is right I
was the one that had walked away. With this thought, I take his hand
between mine, rubbing my thumb backwards and forwards, trying to
sooth him.
“ I ’ m
sorry I did not tell you I was leaving. Hell Trax the way I went was
not how I expected. I do not know, a hell of lot was going off at the
time. I am not sure I handled it right. I just did not give you as
much thought as I should have? ” I
really do not, know what else I can tell him.
“ You
could have rung or even wrote, ” he
states and I notice there are tears on his face, that he is trying to stop himself from crying. I had let him down when he had
only been a child, looking round; I take Trax in my arms. To give
him the hug he should have received a long time ago. I am not sure if Trax will ever forgive me.
“ I
guess you know about your dad and me ,”
I venture, still hugging him.
I
sense his head nod against my neck. “ Yeah,
everyone knows that you have shacked up
together. ”
“ Well
not quite yet, we are only just getting to know each other. ”
“ Getting
to know each other, is that what you both where doing last night when
I got home. ”
“ Elliot
Page, Just you mind what you’re saying, ” I say, both laughing and blushing at his words. He hugs me tight and
I hug him back.
When
I used to baby-sit Trax. Sometimes at the weekend, Inferno would
bring us both down to the clubhouse, consequently I had already met
most of the brothers. However tonight I am meeting them as an adult
and not a child. I was not too sure how to describe my relationship
to Inferno, am I his girlfriend or his Fuck Buddy?
With
Inferno ’ s words in my head about
dressing sexily and with the help of Cassie. I think, I might be able
to pull it off, although in my mind it was more smutty than sexy.
Hopping
off Inferno ’ s bike, I make my way
into the clubhouse. All the way, to the door, I know, Inferno ’ s
eyes are on my ass and this is making me nervous. I am trying to walk with a sexy swing without over doing it, but
in my head, it is a swagger and I look like I am drunk .
As
I begin to climb up the steps to the clubhouse. A voice shouts out,
“Hold it there Baby Blu,” slipping up behind me, Inferno
places his hands on my hips and gives me a quick kiss on the neck,
before patting my ass.“ Come
on hurry up, the party ’ s already
started.” At those words I give Inferno a dirty look.
Cassie is at the door waiting for me and takes my coat from me. This
is when is when I hear the low wolf whistle
and do a little pirouette for my benefactor. Inferno, pulls me into
his arms, to give me the longest hottest, wettest kiss that sets my
pants ablaze. Gratification runs through my body and all I want to do
is rub against Inferno, like a cat, curling myself round him to purr
with contentment.
“ You
like? ” I tease him.
“ Oh
babe, what ’ s there not to like ” he wolfs grins at me.
I
am positive that my legs will not last much longer before they buckle
from under me. The outfit that I have chosen for this evening,
consists of, Fuck me heel shoes, black tights, a pair of short
shorts, in a denim material and an electric blue slinky top and not
an inch of cleavage in sight. Which is more than what be said for
what some of the club whores are wearing. Their clothing attire
appears to consist of their underwear with belts.
Cassie
escorts me over to the bar, with Inferno behind me at my heels.
“ Can
I get you a beer honey? ”
Beer
and I do not mix, with a shake of my head, I ask for water.
“ This
lug, ” as Cassie points to Linc, who
is stood on her right, “ As you know
is my husband. ” I remember Linc