buried.
Kian: Iâm up for it.
Me: We could go Saturday, before the movie.
I stared at the screen, wondering if that was too much. Maybe heâd think it was weird that I wanted to glom on to him constantly. Normal people should have other stuff to do, family activities, but Kian must be lonely too. And Iâd go crazy if I hung around the Baltimore all weekend. Damn, just the prospect of Sunday made me want to crawl back in the tub.
K. Meet you at the Broad Street stop? Not that we couldnât plan this at school.
Laughing, I sent, See you tomorrow.
Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow. The full speech from Macbeth popped into my head, so I murmured it aloud.
Shakespeare was wrong. Life was far more than a shadow, and it signified everything.
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WINTERâS WRATH
Friday I went with Kian to Psychedelic Records. Heâd scraped together the other half of the cash somehow, which was good, as I couldnât have paid for the rest. I need to quit being so impulsive. He also had an extra twenty for the record heâd wanted. The guy behind the counter smirked at us.
âPleasure doing business. Remember, if someone realizes your IDs arenât kosher, you never heard of me.â
âGot it,â I said.
He bagged Kianâs album and offered the colorful plastic sack. âThanks for your patronage. Stop by again.â
The owner followed us to the door and flipped the sign to CLOSED as we stepped out. There were only a couple of other businesses still open on this street. The weather was colder than it had been, more snow piling up in the streets. It would probably affect the buses until the plows went around. From what Iâd noticed, Cross Point didnât have enough equipment, nowhere near as efficient as Boston. Shivering, I grabbed Kianâs arm.
âWe have twenty minutes until the next bus, assuming itâs not late. Letâs not wait here.â
I slipped and slid across the street, weirdly deserted for six on a Friday night. But the better parts of Cross Point lay farther from the town center, subdivisions and malls built away from evidence of industrial failure. The flickering lights from the convenience store offered a welcome oasis, and I sighed as the warm air rushed over me.
The girl behind the counter spared us a glance but not a smile; she was watching a small black-and-white TV. I paid for a packet of sweet rolls and two cups of bitter coffee. I added nondairy creamer and packets of sugar to mine until it turned caramel instead of sludge brown. There were three plastic stools near the far window and a narrow counter where you could set Cup Noodles or a beverage, so we went over there to wait.
âItâs kind of amazing,â Kian said, stirring his coffee.
âWhat?â I split the cinnamon rolls down the middle and slid his half toward him.
âThis should be awful.â He glanced around at the dingy store with a half shrug. âWith someone else, it probably would be. But anything we do seems like an adventure.â
âItâs all about the company,â I agreed.
Sipping the coffee, I decided it was just below adequate with all my additions. More important, it was hot and it warmed me up from the inside out. I nursed it, suspecting the clerk might ask us to leave if we werenât eating or drinking items purchased in the store. For the same reason, I pecked at the sweet bun in tiny bird nibbles. It didnât taste as delicious as I remembered from childhood, gummy more than yummy.
Maybe itâs stale.
âDo you think the buses will be on schedule tomorrow?â he asked.
âI hope so. Otherwise my weekend will suck.â
He paused, studying me intently. âMine too.â
Since I didnât want him to fall for me all the way, I nudged him. âAre those headlights?â
Peering through the slanting snow, the shine resolved into a bus shape, still about a block away. He nodded, and I raced out of the
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