in the bathroom gave me pause for a momentâIâd left the uniform boots by my seatâbut one look at the pristine lavatory floor changed my mind. It was cleaner than our bathroom at home had ever been.
Leaning against the wall, I hitched myself into the leggings as best I could in the small space. I ran my hands over my thighs, smoothing the material into place. It was dark gray and soft, but thick and supportive, too. Not quite natural, but not entirely synthetic, either.
I unfolded the tunic and made a little hm sound. It was a lighter gray than the leggings, and seemed to be some sort of wool. I slipped it over my head, working my arms in awkwardly, knocking my elbow against the wall more than once. But when I finally got it on, it fit perfectly. It was long, with a squared-off neck, and like an Indian kameez , it fell to just above my knees and was slit up each side to my hip.
I squatted and did a few high steps to test it all out. The outfit was warm but not too hot, and not itchy at all. Like something I could really move in. There werenât any identifying tagsâof courseâbut the whole thing seemed high quality and tailored just for me.
Pulling my hoodie from where Iâd balled it on the counter, I retrieved my iPod and photo. Ronanâs voice echoed in my head. Leave all your possessions. The picture was an easily hidden thin slip of a thing, and a no-brainer. But the iPod? I studied the cold, glassy face of it. Was it worth the risk?
As though in answer, I felt a fresh tingling up the backs of my legs. My music. Music was my one solace. My one friend. I wouldnât give it up.
As it was, it was killing me to surrender my favorite hat. And that decided it. I would keep some semblance of myself, wherever this place was we were headed to.
I secured my smuggled goods in my panties, grateful that regulation underwear included big cotton briefs. I smirked. I guess no thongs for the old island fogies.
I smoothed myself back into place and looked at my reflection, canting up and down on my tiptoes to get a full view in the tiny lavatory mirror. I let myself smile full-on. The weird uniform kind of worked. I looked like Madeline from the kidsâ books, if sheâd spent her days in juvie instead of a French boarding school.
My hair, though. I pursed my lips. A hat, some Florida sweat, and a dry plane flight were the recipe for some serious hat head. Youâd think nothing could go wrong with long, straight-as-an-arrow hair, but mine always managed to find a way. I raked my fingers through, shaking it out as best I could. Light yellow blond, with a conspicuous crimp just where my fedora had been. I shrugged, hoping there was something for it in my kit bag.
âNow or never,â I told myself, swinging the door open.
Lilac flinched back to avoid getting hit. Sheâd been looming outside, her own uniform in hand. It was a shock seeing her up close. My stomach clenched to see she was even prettier than Iâd thought. And she was staring at me with hate in her eyes.
I took an inadvertent step back. Why had she taken such an instant dislike to me? Did she despise everyone ? Sheâd acted amiable enough with Mimi.
I glanced her up and down, as though that might give some clue, and my eye caught on a chink in her gorgeous armor. The hint of a burn scar rippled Lilacâs skin, peeking from beneath her neckline.
âWhat are you looking at?â she asked in that evil-cheerleader voice. Sheâd noticed me noticing her weird scar and didnât like it.
âNothing,â I said with a quick shrug.
Lilacâs Mean Girls act was overkill, and it made me wonder what she might be hiding. Iâd endured the broad cruelty of my father, and my well-honed survival instincts told me to steer clear.
She glared at my hair and then the crown of my head, taking in the staticky limpness of my hat head, and let out a short, sharp cackle.
I pinched my lips into a flat