was interrupted by the loudspeakers. âPaging Melinda Ashley,â they blared. âMelinda Ashley, please come to the passenger service desk.â
âExcuse me, Dad.â I pushed through to the other side of the line and crossed over to the center of the rotunda, where I could see the Passenger Service sign. âPhone call for you, Ms. Ashley,â the girl said, motioning me over to one of the phone booths that ringed the desk. I punched in the code she gave me and the view-plate lit up. It was Ross.
I was so relieved to see him that for a moment I couldnât speak. Iâd given up hope, had been convinced that I wasnât going to hear from him before I left, and now heâd called after all. At the very last minuteâhow like Ross!
âSo you really meant it, Mel,â Ross said. âI didnât believe it, till your grandmother told me where to reach you. I was going to ask you to go to Portland tonight for that dinner we missed.â
I wondered if that was true, and then suddenly knew it was. Ross expected me to be there, waiting, whenever he decided to make plans. It had never occurred to him that I wouldnât be; I always had been before. Heâd stopped being mad and was ready to forget the whole topic of Mars, and he was assuming that went for both of us.
âI did mean it, Ross,â I said. âWe lift off a little while from now.â
âSo I see.â He looked rather helpless and confused, as if he hardly believed that I could defy him. Ross wasnât used to that.
âPlease try to understand,â I pleaded. âI promised Dad. He canât help it that this trip will last longer than the summer.â
âCanât he? He must really want you, all right, Iâll say that. It takes pull to get a place on one of those ships on short notice. My father had to fix it up for somebody once. He says space is normally booked years in advance.â
âDadâs firm had a standing reservation. If theyâd chosen some other man his wife would have gone.â
âThey sure wouldnât have had any trouble unloading the extra ticket at a big profit.â Suddenly Ross brightened. âWell, I suppose youâre right, Mel. Iâve been pretty unreasonable. If your dad insists that you go with him, naturally youâve got to. You donât want to get him down on you. After all, heâs putting you through college.â
âRoss, surely you donât think thatâs why Iââ
âI still call it a crazy waste of time. But youâre doing the sensible thing; weâll just have to make the best of it, and pick up where we left off when you get back.â
âBut it isnât like that at all!â Covering my hand with my purse, I reached over and shut off the video because I didnât want Ross to see the tears that were stinging my eyes.
âMel? Hey, somethingâs the matter with this phone connection. The pictureâs gone.â
âIs it?â
âYes. I canât see you, but the audioâs coming through. Give me the extension, Mel, and Iâll redial.â
âThere isnât time,â I lied. âTheyâre calling my flight.â
âSo soon? Well, good-bye, Mel. Iâll write.â
âWrite? To Mars ?â For some reason that struck me as funny and I started to laugh, though because I was crying it came out as more of a choke.
âWell, radioâwhatever it is that people do. Look, Mel, youâre still my girl. Remember that youâre my girl, and youâre going to marry me.â
âIâll remember,â I whispered. âGood-bye, Ross.â
I wiped my eyes and started back across the rotunda. I should be happy, I thought. Ross wasnât thinking of breaking up. Nothing had changed between us; the trip wasnât going to make any difference. It was as if the fight had never happened.
Only it still seemed all wrong.