born romantic.â
âWell,â I say, giving him a pointed look, âat least Layla
has
a date for the prom . . .â
He sighs. âYou know, I donât know who the hell came up with this whole prom proposal thing anyway. Whatever happened to simply asking, âHey, wanna go to prom? Sure, sounds good.â Seriously, why is it necessary to roll out the red carpet for a sure thing?â
I stare at him. âSo thatâs what I am to you? A sure thing?â
Tommy glances over at me. âThatâs not what I meant.â
âThatâs what you
said
.â
âCome on, Mare, you know what I mean. Weâve been together long enough that prom should be a given, right?â
âWell, that doesnât mean a girl doesnât want a romantic proposal to get her there. Promâs less than a month away.â
âWhatever. Letâs just drop this. I donât want to fight with you.â
We run by my house so I can feed the dog and write my parents a note. No oneâs home when Tommy pulls into the driveway. He pauses, shifting the car into park.
âWant me to come in with you?â he asks, looking over at me.
I swallow. There are dueling Marijkes again, just like when I start a race. One Marijke says, âAbsolutely I want you to come inâI want you to do a lot more than that!â The other Marijke says, âNo âI love youâ means no hanky-panky. Period.â
âDo you want to come in?â I ask, meeting his gaze. His lips spread into a sexy smile.
âWell, I figured I could come inside for a little while and remind you just how romantic I can be . . .â
He cocks an eyebrow, and I feel my resolve starting to thaw around me.
âOkay,â I say slowly. âBut weâre only staying for a minute.â
Weâre hardly in the door before Tommy has his handson me. I drop my bag on the living room couch just as he pulls me against him.
âTommy,â I protest as he begins to nibble at my neck.
âI thought you wanted me to be romantic?â His voice is a little gruff in my ear and a shiver passes over me.
âI just donât think we should start something we canât finish. And the movie starts in less than an hour. This is important to me.â
âOkay, okay.â He brushes a barely there kiss over my lips. âThen letâs get out of here so I wonât be tempted.â
I scribble a note and leave it on the counter. When I glance over at the kitchen table, I canât help but notice the stack of papers at my place that seems to be growing every day. Iâve been accepted to three different universities, but I havenât officially made a decision yet. North Carolina State is my top choice and I should have mailed in my acceptance last week, but Iâd been so caught up with practicing that I couldnât even stop to breathe. Now is the perfect time to catch up, but letâs face it: Iâm so caught up with Tommy that I havenât had the time or desire to start filling out boring paperwork.
So I leave it for another day. Again.
Instead, I focus on
right now
âon making Tommy understand how I feel about him and putting him in the position to ask me to prom. Like Jack and Rose in
Titanic,
weâre meant to be together. I just know it.
As I leave school, I pull out my phone and hit the voice mail icon. I donât know if Mom felt bad about going out almost every night this week or if she just wants to try and reconnect, but when she woke up this morning she was determined that we have a Girlsâ Night In. Mac has soccer practice for most of the evening, so she promised to hit Redbox on the way home from work.
âA good romantic comedy?â sheâd suggested while packing Macâs lunch. âMaybe something with Gerard Butler?â
My mom has a thing for Gerard Butlerâitâs actually more of an obsession than a thing. She talks to him when
Andrea Pirlo, Alessandro Alciato