about the Bible?â
âAre you saying I donât look like the typical devout Irish Catholic girl to you?â
âUmâ¦â
Jill laughed and took pity on her. âIâm not religious. Iâve always preferred to rely on myself rather than some higher power. But my brother is big on religion. He quoted from the scripture whenever he had me over for dinner.â
âHad?â Crash repeated.
Damn. She was too perceptive for her own good. Jill resolved to be more careful about what she said around Crash in the future. While she didnât mind sharing funny anecdotes about past movies and TV shows she had filmed, she preferred not to share too much about her private life with her colleagues. âWell, Iâm here in LA, and the rest of my family lives in Ohio, so we donât get the chance to have dinner together anymore,â she said. It was the truthâbut not the real reason why she no longer had dinner with her brother. She hadnât talked to him since the day sheâd told him about the MS. Instead of telling her he was sorry or offering help, he had suggested it was her punishment for defying God by doing unnatural things with other women.
Crash looked at her. Something in her blue eyes told Jill that she sensed there was more to it, but Crash finally nodded and accepted that no further explanation would be forthcoming. She reached for the script that lay on the middle cushion between them. âI hope I didnât interrupt you memorizing your lines.â
âThatâs okay. It wasnât going too well anyway.â
âYeah? Why not?â
Jill shrugged. âIâm not sure.â It could be the MS messing with her focus or her memory, or maybe it was the fact that some aspects of her characterâs behavior didnât ring true to her and that was why the lines were giving her such trouble.
âWould it help if I ran lines with you for a while?â Crash asked.
âAre you sure youâve got the time?â
âOh yeah. Iâm bored to death out there, waiting for them to need me for another gag.â
âGag?â
âStunt,â Crash said. She looked at Jill, her head tilted to the side like an overeager puppy begging for a treat.
Jill had to smile. âSure, why not.â Running lines with Crash might be fun, and maybe it would help her memorize her lines. âIâm granting you asylum in my air-conditioned domicile, as long as you donât mind being threatened by a scalpel.â
âUh, excuse me?â
Jill chuckled. âYouâll see.â
Crash reached across the middle cushion and picked up the stapled script pages.
âThe highlighted lines are mine, so just read the rest,â Jill said.
Crash took a minute to skim the first page before giving Jill a nod to show that she was ready. Instead of staying on the couch, she stood and moved around the room, as Jill had done in the past when learning her lines, before sheâd learned to conserve her energy. She looked so powerful and energetic that Jill couldnât help envying her.
âYou need to get out of here, maâam,â Crash said. She wasnât just reading the text, but acting it out, lowering her voice to sound like the soldier whoâd just rushed into the makeshift hospital.
Jill stood as well and bent over the coffee table, pretending to be busy with a patient. âDoctor,â she said without looking up. âAnd we are getting outâbut not without our patients. I need to stabilize her first.â
âThereâs no time! If the fire reaches the park, the tents will go up in flames within seconds!â
Jill didnât answer. She remained bent over her imaginary patient.
Crash crossed the trailer in two long steps, marching like a soldier on a mission. She cursed under her breath, grabbed Jill by the shoulders, and dragged her toward the door.
âWhat are you doing? If