size to play with would make her want to stay that much more.
Going down the stairs, I sighed. Katie wouldnât want to leave anyway. If we were in a smelly old shack without another soul to play with, she would still want to stay. Because of Samuel most of all. What were we to do?
Dirty dishes were waiting in the kitchen, and ordinarily I would have done them just to have them out of the way before the morningâs bustle. But this time I left them in the dishpan and stepped outside. Whiskers met me on theporch, and my eyes searched the dark yard for Samuel. Finally I saw him behind the apple tree, just standing. I went to him slowly, not wanting to interrupt if he were praying. But I needed a hug. Surely he would too. I put my hand on his shoulder, and he drew me into his arms.
âIs she sleeping?â
âYes.â
He held me for a moment in the quiet, struggling, it seemed, for the right words. âJuli, Iâm sorry . . .â
I felt a sudden stir inside. What if it were true? But no, I would not entertain such a thought. Not about Samuel.
âI had no idea he was out. Or that heâd do something like thisââ
âItâs all right.â
âNo. It isnât. Sheâs just a little girl. Can you imagine how scared she must have been, traveling for miles with a stranger? And Edward, as coarse as he is! How could he hit her? And what do we do? If itâs true, that her mother didnât want to keep herââ
âWe canât be sure of anything right now.â
âI know. But she must have family somewhere.â He grew quiet. âJuli, when he got in the car, he swore he was telling the truth. I donât know what to think. Iâve seen his lies plenty of times, but heâs gotten better at it. I donât know what heâs trying to do. Turn you away from me, maybe.â
âHoney, maybe itâs a different Wortham. Maybe a relative, even, that you didnât know about. He might just be mistakenââ
âThen why is he enjoying this so much?â
I had no answer.
âSometimes I think youâre the lucky one, Juli.â He sighed. âAll your family is dead. And they left you with fond memoriesââ His voice broke.
âSammy . . .â
He sunk down to the grass, and I held him. I wasnât sure what was happening. Iâd never seen him like this.
âItâs been so long since Iâve seen him.â
âWere you ever friends?â
âI tried.â
I was quiet for a moment. âWe should get some sleep. We have a lot to think about in the morning.â
âWill you stay out here with me, Juli? Under the stars tonight?â
I didnât want to protest. But there was Katie inside, in a strange house. âHoney, what if that little girl wakes up?â
âYouâre right.â He pulled himself to his feet. âHow âbout we stretch out a blanket in the sitting room?â
I didnât know why heâd wanted to sleep outside. Heâd never before mentioned such an idea. âAre you all right?â
âYeah.â
I took his hand, and we walked to the house. He didnât speak again. I looked in on Katie and blew out the candle. When I came back to the sitting room, Samuel was unrolling Emmaâs big comforter quilt to give us something soft to lie on. We wouldnât need a cover, as warm as it was.
He sat there, looking up at me in the soft moonlight filtering through the nearest window. He looked so vulnerable. Like a child, almost. Like Katie, scared and alone.
âIâve never known another woman, Juli. In all my life.â
âOh, honey, I know.â I held him, kissed him, but I couldnât help but feel his tension. If Edward did this to him every time he came around, I hoped he never came back.
Finally Samuel lay still beside me, and I tried to sleep. Tomorrow heâd have to get to town. Maybe he could use Barrett
Glenn van Dyke, Renee van Dyke