kindness.â
Billie thought for a second. âI donât know. I donât think so. But Iâve only ever lived in Kentucky. Thatâs not how it is where youâre from?â
âNo,â he laughed. âNew York isnât as bad as its reputation, but if somebody doesnât want your help, we tend to just walk away.â
âThere are people like that here. I bet there are people like Libby in New York, too, you know.â
âProbably.â
She leaned against him for just a second, teasing.
âItâs not just Libby, you know,â he said, looking down at her.
âNot just Libby what?â
âWho brush off their own generosity. The lady at the hospital did it, the guy who drove me to Budâs did it. Even Bud did it a little. And you.â He leaned back into her.
âMe? I donât think so.â
âSure you did. Why do you think Iâm staying here?â
âBecause you fixed that expensive machine. For free!â
âNot because I had nowhere else to go?â
âNo!â She paused, wondering if she should say this out loud. âWell, and because I was hoping to get lucky.â
She felt him tense, even through both of their coats. God, she hoped he was hoping to get lucky, too.
âUh,â said Andrew, âis it time to call the dogs in?â
She smiled up at him, but she didnât get far, because as soon as she tilted her head up, he leaned down and kissed her. The light flickered off. Pepe barked. Billie and Andrew kept kissing in the darkness.
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Holidays were no fun for Andrew, and he wasnât entirely convinced that Billieâs Kentucky Christmas Extravaganza was changing his mind. He tripped over an errant garlandâor was it a cat tail?âas he stumbled up the stairs behind Billie, her walking backward, tearing at her layers of winter clothes, him trying to walk and hold on to the railing and hold on to every new patch of more-exposed Billie at the same time. She was wearing a lot of layers, but when she got down to a red thermal underwear shirt, he was pretty sure she was near the end. Before his brain totally turned off, he made another mental tally of his luck in Kentucky. His car was still totaled (but, somehow, fixable), his job still sucked (although his cousin had been generous enough to give him one), it was freezing (but the snow had stopped), Christmas was annoying (but Billie looked really, really cute in her red thermals). In the plus column, he added Billie in her underwear, the fact that the dogs had pooped out in the snow and were now quietly sleeping the night away in their crates, Billie in her underwear, Dr. Monroeâs overnight call, Billie unsnapping her jeans. He almost put the fact that she was wearing thermal underwear under her jeans in the negative, tooâwould he ever get to see that girlâs skin? Maybe she was in some kind of weird Kentucky cult where women lured men off icy roads and into warm, aggressively festive houses, and then harvested their brains for science and satanic rituals. At least he wouldnât have to make sales calls anymore. But he liked his brain. He didnât want to give his brain to the devil.
Suddenly he tripped over Billieâs jeans. His last act as a thinking man was to mentally give his brain over to whatever scientific cult experiments she wanted. He caught himself on the top step and looked up in time to see Billie laughing, turning, bouncing down the hall. For a small woman, she had some good bounce.
He followed her, a little less bouncily, into her room. He wanted to take a moment to soak in the atmosphere, find out what kind of stuff Billie liked to surround herself with. But then she bounced onto the bed and he figured he could get to know what made her tick later. He followed herâheâd probably follow her anywhereâand immediately his hands were on her, running over that thermal underwear while hers fought