here?â
I was struck dumb, but Alan nodded pleasantly, if a little warily. âProfessor Cassidy was a great friend of my wifeâs. We came to see his house, by way of pilgrimage.â
âHuh? Hey, where you from, anyways?â
âIâm from England. My wife was born and raised in Hillsburg.â
The massive head turned my way. âThen how come you talk funny, too? I heard you when I come up.â
I was getting tired of remarks about my accent. âIâve lived away from here for several years. My name is Dorothy Martin, by the way. My husbandâmy late husbandâwas a professor, too. We used to come and visit Kevin now and then, but I donât believe weâve ever met.â I held out my hand. It was ignored.
âYâknow, I donât much like strangers cominâ pokinâ around. I kept an eye on the place when the professor was alive and Iâm still keepinâ an eye on it. Donât want nobody stealinâ nothinâ. He was a good man, the professor.â
I wondered if it would help if I identified Alan as a retired policeman. I decided not.
In fact, I wasnât sure what to do. We certainly couldnât go into the house with the self-appointed guardian there, nor even peer in the windows. And the giant was extremely intimidating. I looked helplessly at Alan.
He came through in style. âIâm sure all the professorâs friends are very grateful to you, Mr.âIâm sorry, I didnât catch your name.â He spoke very slowly and articulated very carefully.
âJerryâs the name. Pleased to meetcha.â He shifted the rifle and squeezed Alanâs hand. I saw the fleeting expression of pain cross Alanâs face, but he managed not to wring his hand. I got the picture. He would shake Alanâs hand, but not mine. That put me in
my
place!
âMineâs Alan. Weâve been worried, my wife and I, about Professor Cassidyâs house, and of course his animals, but itâs obvious you have everything under control. Though I donât suppose thereâs any danger, really. Certainly there canât be very much traffic in this out-of-the-way spot.â
âTraffic? Ainât no traffic. This here driveway donât go no place.â
âSorry, I meant foot traffic. People coming to callâto visit.â
âMister, ainât nobody cominâ,â said the giant patiently. âNobody comes to a manâs house when heâs dead. âCept you folks.â The suspicion, which had abated, crept back into his voice.
âOf course. I seem to be very stupid today. What I meant to say was, did people come to see him before he became ill?â
âNot many, not no more. I been livinâ over yonderââhe gestured vaguely with the rifleââgettinâ on for thirty years now. Used to be people cominâ all the time, kids, other professors.â He looked back at me; his gaze sharpened, focused on my bright orange linen hat. âSa-ay! I think mebbe I do remember you now. Are you the crazy woman who always used to show up in hats?â
I accepted the adjective. âThatâs me.â
The giant looked at me critically. âYou wasnât so fat then. And your hair wasnât gray.â
I judged that it was not a moment to take offense. âTime is cruel, isnât it? How is it that I donât remember you at all?â
âNever let myself be seen. Just kept an eye on the cominâs and goinâs, thatâs all. The professor, he was good to me, and I reckon he trusted everâbody. Donât do to trust everâbody. I looked out for him. Hey, how come you want to know so much?â
Alan opened his mouth, but I poked him in the elbow. I was ready for this one.
âI moved away, you see, a few years ago when my husband died. Iâd lost touch with Kevin. And now I feel guilty. I wanted to talk to the people who saw