doesnât mean a thing,â Katie told herself while she quickly mixed up a batch of pasta salad to go with the burgers. âItâs just dinner. A barbecue. Friendly. Non-threatening. Not sexual in any wayâ¦â
Oh, even she didnât believe that. Sheâd felt the tension mounting between them when they both went to reach for the bag of charcoal. For a second, she had been sure he was going to kiss her and she still wasnât sure if sheâd been relieved or disappointed that he hadnât. And, she had seen his eyes when he promised to start her fire for her. He probably knew that heâd already started it.
Cooking helped center her. It always had. As a girl, sheâd helped Nana out in the kitchen and slowly learned her way around a recipe. Then, she started creating her own. And she had learned early that no matter what else was happening in her life, the kitchen was her comfort zone.
She chopped celery, then mushrooms, carrots and broccoli, and added them to the cold pasta, giving it all a good stir together with the homemade pesto. When she was finished, she stored the bowl in her fridge and started on dessert.
She had to keep busy. If she stopped long enough to think about what she was doing, sheâd talk herself out of it.
That brought her up short.
âOut of what exactly, Katie?â she demanded. âHeâs coming for dinner. Nobody said anything about sex.â
Oh, boy.
The problem was, she really wanted Rafe Cole. Sheâd been around him almost nonstop for the last week and every day, heâd gotten to her just a little bit more. He was friendly and helpful and, boy, he looked darn good in his jeans. Those blue eyes of his were starring nightly in her dreams and her fingers itched to slide through his thick, black hair.
Yep, she was in bad shape and no doubt asking for trouble by instigating this dinner. But maybe it was time she had a little trouble in her life. Sheâd always been the good girl. Always done the ârightâ thing. The safe thing.
Heck, sheâd dated Cordell King for three months and hadnât slept with him. Sheâd wanted to take it slow because sheâd been so sure that he was the one.
It had seemed, at the time, as if fate had thrown them together. After all, it wasnât as if she stumbled across billionaires all the time in her everyday life. He had ordered an extra-large cookie bouquet to be delivered to his assistant, who was taking off for maternity leave. Katieâs delivery girl hadnât been able to take the runs that day, so Katie had done the job herself.
Cordell had slipped out of his office to watch as his assistant cooed and cried over the beautifully frosted cookies that Katie presented to her. And after that, heâd walked Katie to her car and asked her to dinner. After that night, theyâd been together as often as each of their schedules had allowed.
Looking back, Katie could see that she had been flattered by Cordellâs attention. That the thought of a rich, successful man being interested in her had fed the flames of what she had believed was the start of something amazing. He was so handsome. So attentive. So damned sexy. Her heart had taken a leap before her mind could catch up.
Shaking her head, she realized that she had felt at the time as if she were living in a fairy tale. Where the handsome prince swooped into her poor but proud cottage and carried her off to her castle.
âSilly,â she whispered, thinking back to her own actions. Thank God she hadnât slept with him. That would have only fed the humiliation when she looked back on a time where she had been involved in what she thought was something special.
As it turned out, of course, the only thing special they shared was that they were both in love with Cordell.
Grumbling under her breath, Katie let the old, hurtful memories fade away as she focused instead on the evening to come. She spooned fresh
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