thrilled, either. But Gregory was almost finished with dental school at the time. He had an engagement ring on her finger before they told a soul she was expecting.
Sheâs always wondered about the circumstances of Jenâs birth. She assumes Kathleen met Matt while she was visiting her Aunt Maggie in Chicago as she did every Christmas; that she had gone back to the Midwest when her father sent her away. Presumably, Matt married her before the baby was born.
But she isnât sure about any of it. Nice Catholic girls like Maeve and Kathleen didnât talk about things like that back then. She doubts sheâd have known the whole story even if their friendship hadnât drifted.
Still, youâd think Kathleen would be over it now. Youâd think sheâd be willing to talk about what happened to her back then with her newly discovered best friend.
Well, she doesnât. Every time Maeve tries to bring it up, Kathleen changes the subject.
Then again, does Maeve really need to know the details? She has other concerns.
Like whether Mo will want to sleep with her tonight when he drives her home. Erin is spending the night at Rachelâs, so Maeve canât use her daughterâs presence as an excuse.
Itâs not that she isnât attracted to Mo. Itâs just that heâs old . Past fifty, if she had to guess. A far cry from the twenty-something personal trainer she was sleeping with last month. The trouble with younger men is cash flow; the problem with older men is . . . well, theyâre old.
Maeve again finds herself envying Kathleenâs marriage. Matt Carmody is the perfect husband, the perfect father, the perfect man. If he werenât spoken for, Maeve would have no qualms about going after him herself.
Actually, if his wife were anyone other than Kathleen, she might consider it anyway.
Then again, back in the old days at Saint Brigidâs, when Gregory was attending the all boysâ brother school, she seems to recall Kathleen acting awfully flirtatious around him at times, and vice versa. At one point, Maeve actually confronted him and demanded to know whether he was fooling around with her best friend behind her back. Of course he denied it.
She didnât even bother to ask Kathleen, who had the sweet, innocent act perfected back then. Maeve figured she wouldnât admit to ever feeling a flicker of lust for the opposite sex, let alone for Maeveâs boyfriend.
But now that theyâre all grown up, Maeve wonât denyâat least, not to herselfâthat she occasionally feels more than a flicker of lust for Kathleenâs husband. Hell, there are times when she sees Matt Carmody and a whole roaring inferno seems to ignite inside of her.
A delicious, forbidden fantasy slips into her mind: Maeve letting herself into Kathleenâs empty house with the spare key her friend gave her, then waiting, naked in the master bedroom for Matt to come home . . .
But itâs a fantasy, nothing more. Sheâd never hurt Kathleen, despite whatever may or may not have happened back in high school. And she suspects that Matt wouldnât hurt her, either.
The perfect man.
What on earth, she wonders again, did Kathleen do right?
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Frantic, Kathleen pulls up in front of the Gattinskisâ house, the SUVâs brakes squealing when she jams on brakes.
âJust like the Batmobile,â Riley says approvingly from the backseat.
âStay in the car, both of you.â Kathleen jumps out and hurries toward the two-story Colonial that, aside from the white siding, red trim, shutters, and front door, is a cookie-cutter duplicate of their own.
The place is lit up, inside and out, but there are no signs of flames or broken-down doors. Reassured, Kathleen tries the front door and finds it locked. The arched window is too high for her to see through.
âJen?â she calls, knocking. âMatt?â
Footsteps tap across the floor inside. She