to squeeze between the stacks of luggage left lying around by the conventioneers, a process that took a lot more energy than she had left. She finally made it, though she ended up feeling frazzled and far too jostled for comfort.
After handing the bellhop her room key, she ran her hands through her hair, sure she was probably making it a spiky mess. Not that it mattered. The one thing she wanted was to get to her room, then collapse on her bed for a long nap and spend a few blissful hours completely ignoring the problem that had kept her awake in the first placeâhow she was going to persuade Ken Harper to help her.
The bellhop punched the elevator button, and Lisa leaned against the cool marble wall as they waited for a car to arrive. In truth, persuading Ken wasnât her biggest worry. No, what she feared most was her reactionâand hisâwhen she saw him again.
When sheâd told Ken she was leaving five years ago, she had no way of knowing that heâd been planning to ask her to marry him that very night. Sheâd found out the next day when sheâd gone to the restaurant to saygoodbye to Tim and Chris and all the other friends sheâd made. Timâs usually cheerful face had seemed cold and closed off, and sheâd pushed him to tell her what was wrong.
When he told her about Kenâs plans, sheâd gone cold inside, but she hadnât changed her mind. Ken had wanted to wait until marriage to sleep together, but Lisaâd never made any promises. If anything, sheâd been completely forthright. Marriage wasnât on her radarâthen or now. Five years ago sheâd been entirely focused on her career. Her whole life sheâd wanted a career in the film industry, and sheâd had no intentions of getting distracted by a relationship. Maybe someday sheâd marry and have a family, but not nowâand certainly not back when sheâd moved to New York.
Not that leaving had been easy. She adored Ken. Maybe they hadnât slept together, but his kisses, his touch, his nearness had always done amazing things to her body, making her breathless and tingly in a way no man since had ever made her feel. He had always been a perfect gentlemanâhad never teased her sexually and then pulled away. And despite the firm boundaries in their relationship, thereâd been a chemistry between them that was undeniable.
Sheâd wanted to sleep with him, had wanted him to gather her in his arms and make love to her for long, endless nightsâbut sheâd fought the feeling, using all her effort to box that passion and push it to a secluded corner of her mind.
In a weird way, Kenâs old-fashioned insistence saved her. Her reaction to him was explosive, and she wasnât sure she would have been able to keep her focus if theyâd given in to passion.
The bell sounding the arrival of the elevator pulled her from her thoughts, and she stifled a shiver. Now that she was here, she was terrified that sheâd react just as powerfully to Kenâbut that heâd only react to her with anger and hurt.
âAfter you, miss.â The bellhop held open the door, gesturing for her to enter the windowed elevator. He followed with his cart laden with her luggage, and a swarm of conventioneers piled in after him, pushing her all the way to the back. A wave of claustrophobia swept over her, and she turned around to look through the glass at the lobby coffee shop, trying to ignore the uncomfortable press of people behind her.
Her gaze swept the lounge, taking in the chic attire of the Los Angeles elite. Still early morning, and already the movers and shakers were having their breakfast meetings, making decisions. Producers were meeting with directors, agents were meeting with actors, and more than anything, she wanted to be in on the action.
With a little sigh, she pressed her forehead to the glass and was just about to close her eyes when a familiar movement