donât say anything to Chad. Ever.â
âWe wonât tell,â Jenna said.
âOf course, we wonât,â I assured her. âYou donât even have to ask.â
âThanks. He just so wouldnât understand.â She looked at Jenna. âWhat about you?â
âWhat about me?â
âYou and Tank. Are you going to see him again?â
She shrugged. âI gave him my cell phone number, but we were in such a rush at the end, we didnât really say good-bye or make any plansââ
Her cell phone rang. She took it out of her shorts pocket and just stared at it.
âAnswer it,â I prodded.
âItâs Tank. What do I say?â
âHello?â I suggested.
She took a deep breath, opened her phone, and answered, âHey.â
With a big smile, she said, âOh yeah. Weâre fine. I know it was crazy there at the end. I didnât realize it was so late until Dawn found us.â She laughed. âNo, we donât turn into pumpkins at midnight.â
Rolling onto her side, she curled up and started talking really quietly.
âShould we leave the room?â Amber whispered.
âNah. We canât head out every time one of us gets a phone call.â I turned off the pump and tested the firmness of my bed. It worked.
âWhat are we going to do if she keeps seeing him?â Amber asked.
âWhat do you mean?â
âWell, the other two guys will probably be there. I just donât know if itâs such a good idea for all of us to hang out together. I meanââ
âWhy donât we worry about it if it happens?â
She jerked her thumb toward Jenna. âYou donât think his calling means itâs going to happen?â
It probably did.
âIâm too tired to solve this right now,â I told her. I just wanted to go to sleep. Weâd been running around all day.
âI know Iâm probably worried about nothing. Gawd, I wish we hadnât decided to visit a psychic.â Amber got her stuff together and went into the bathroom.
I fingered the beads dangling around my neck. I didnât know why Iâd freaked out when Brady kissed me. Yes, I did. Brady was nice and that scared me. I didnât trust him not to hurt me. Even for one night. It was a lot easier leaving him than it would be having him leave me.
Jenna had talked about having a summer fling, but Iâd never had a casual relationship. Drew had been my first date. I didnât know how to date a guy without caring about him. And why would I want to?
Why spend time with someone I didnât like? And if I liked him, well, the more time I spent with him, it seemed like the more Iâd start to like him, and the next thing Iâd know . . . Iâd be vulnerable again.
The best thing for me to do this summer was to just hang out with Jenna and Amber. And if Jenna was with Tank all the time, then Amber and I would buddy up.
I was probably worrying for nothing.
Iâd never see Brady again, anyway. Even if Jenna saw Tank, it didnât mean that Amber and I would hook up with the other guys.
Brady was no doubt going to be just a one night . . . whatever.
Chapter 6
âO kay, Iâve blogged day one of what Iâm calling our Amazing Summer Adventure,â Jenna said, leaning away from the desk where sheâd set up her laptop.
It was the next morning. Ms. Wynder had knocked on our door shortly after the sun made its appearance. When Iâd volunteered for this, I hadnât considered that Iâd be sleep deprived the whole summer. Even when I worked for my parents, I didnât go in until just before the lunch crowd hit.
Although I suppose I wouldnât have been dragging so much if I hadnât stared into the darkness for most of the night, thinking about Brady. Reliving the kiss. Wondering if heâd decided that I was a total nut.
What did I care what he thought? Iâd probably