up on the Romantic poets, who were in Larqueâs opinion a bunch of self-kissing hyperventilating assholes. This opinion she had never voiced to her mother, who tended, like Wordsworth and Shelley, to become overwrought.
At this moment Florrie reminded her of a gift-shop porcelain Buddha, right down to the apple-cheeked smirk. Sweet enough to make a personâs stomach hurt.
Larque walked around the Buddha, heading for a kitchen chairâand there, crouched sulkily between a blocky plaid love seat and the wall, was Sky.
âYouâre here!â Larque exclaimed.
âOf course, dear.â Her mother rolled to her knees and got up, so short-legged she could hoist herself off the floor by using her hands, with her round bottom in the air, like a toddler. âI never get out of here before noon.â The little woman, not much more than four feet tall, shuffled ducklike in wide polyester pants toward the microwave. âHad your coffee, kiddo? Youâre the early bird today.â
Hugely relieved to have found her missing doppelganger, Larque didnât even mind yet another bird wisecrack. âNo,â she babbled, âno, butâI mean her. Sky. How long has she been hiding out here with you?â
âDear? What are you talking about?â
âDonât you see her? One of my damn doppelgangers is skulking behind your sofa.â
Sky frowned fiercely and scrooched against the wall.
âReally?â Florrie blinked serenely at the indicated spot. âNo, dear, canât say I do.â She continued toward the microwave.
Sky looked rumpled and runny-nosed and quite grubby, being gray all over with Florrieâs crud-of-ages house dirt. Apparently, however, Sky did not perceive herself as wretched. She glared daggers of defiance at Larque. âI am not coming home with you,â she declared.
Such statements from children were best ignored. Anyway, something bizarre was happening. Larque appealed to her mother, âDonât you hear her either?â What was the matter? Florrie had never shown any trouble seeing, say, the ghosts of babies past that occasionally followed Jason and Jeremy and Rodd around.
Over a cup of tap water her mother looked at her blankly and blinked again. âI should be hearing something?â
âNever mind.â When Florrie blinked like that it meant the world was too much with her, late and soon. As long as Larque had known her, Florrie had possessed a disconcerting ability to blink things away, to make unpleasantness cease to exist in her world by simply, briefly, shutting her eyes. And it was a good idea to allow her this sleight. Cornered by unwelcome reality, Florrie tended to go to pieces in a colossal way.
Her maiden name, which she had taken back after the divorce, was Lawrence. It had sometimes in sympathetic moments seemed to Larque that being named Florence Lawrence was sufficient excuse for all her motherâs eccentricities, including her affection for sentimental poetry and its painful rhymes.
The microwave turntable whirred. Getting out the Folgerâs Crystals, Florrie hummed along with it, Larque, in effect talking to herself, said grimly to Sky, âIâm sorry. You are not a damn doppelganger, just a doppelganger. And I shouldnât have hit you. Iâve been looking all over the place for you.â
âYou still donât like me.â
Larque evaded that. âWhy did you come here?â
âDear,â Florrie sang across the room, âhave one of these.â It was a summons best obeyed. Larque went over to the table and found, sitting on her saucer alongside her hot water, a suit-buttonâsized pill that appeared to have been pressed together out of wood chips.
She stalled for time by sitting down and fixing her coffee. âOne of what?â
âItâs a Nutri-Salvation wafer, dear. Ascorbic acid, bee pollen, fiber, everything you need. I eat them for breakfast, and some