intensive care unit, in the waiting room, until very late. Coltrain found her there, alone, when he made his last rounds.
He ground his teeth together. âGrace, you canât work all day and sit here all night,â he grumbled, standing over her.
She smiled. âIf it were your grandmother, youâd be sitting here.â
He sighed. âYes, I would. But Iâm in better health than you areâ¦â
âDonât start,â she said curtly. âI take very good care of myself and I have a terrific doctor.â
âFlattery doesnât work on me,â he replied. âAsk Lou,â he added. Lou was his wife.
She shrugged. âIt was worth a try.â Her eyes became solemn. âThe nurse said thereâs no change.â
He sat down beside her, looking worn. âGrace, you know that heart tissue doesnât regenerate, donât you?â
She grimaced. âMiracles still happen,â she said stubbornly.
âYes, I know, Iâve seen them. But itâs a very long shot, in this case,â he added. âYou have to get used to the idea that your grandmother may not come home.â
Tears pricked her eyes. She clasped her hands together, very tightly, in her lap. âSheâs all Iâve got, Copper.â
He bit his tongue trying not to say what he was thinking. âDonât make her into a saint,â he said curtly.
âShe was sorry about it all,â she reminded him with big, wet eyes. âShe didnât mean to get drunk that night. I know she didnât. It hurt her that Mama went off without a word and dumped me in her lap.â
âIs that what she said?â he fished.
Her face closed up. âShe wasnât a motherly sort of woman, I suppose,â she had to admit. âShe didnât really like kids, and I was a lot of trouble.â
âGrace,â he said gently, âyou were never a lot of trouble to anyone. You were always the one doing the work at your house. Your grandmother sat and watched soap operas all day and drank straight gin while you did everything else. The gin is why her heart gave out.â
She bit her lower lip. âAt least she was there,â she said harshly. âMy father didnât want kids, so when I came along, he ran off with some minor beauty queen and never looked back. My mother hated me because I was the reason my father left. And no other man wanted her with a ready-made family, so she left, too.â
âYou looked like your father,â he recalled.
âYes, and thatâs why she hated me most.â She looked at her clasped hands. âI never thought she cared about me at all. It was a shock, what she did.â
âIt was guilt, I imagine,â he replied. âLike your grandmother, she had a high opinion of her family name. She expected what happened to be in all the newspapers. And it would have been, except for your grandmother playing on Chet Blakeâs soft heart and begging him to bury the case so nobody knew exactly what happened. But it was too late to save your mother by then.â
She swallowed, hard. âThey never caught him.â
âMaybe he died,â Coltrain replied curtly. âOr maybe he went to prison for some other crime.â
She looked up at him. âOr maybe he did it to some other little girl,â she said curtly.
âYour grandmother didnât care. She only wanted it hushed up.â
âChief Blake was sorry because of what happened to my mother,â she said absently. âOtherwise, I expect he would have pursued the case. He was a good policeman.â
âIt was more than that,â he said, his expression solemn. âThe perpetrator thought you were dead. Chet thought you were safer if he kept thinking it. He didnât mean for you to live and testify against him, Grace.â
Her skin crawled at just the memory. She wrapped her arms around herself. âDo you suppose he kept