to make room for him on her side of the booth.
âSo how are you?â Grace asked sympathetically, leaning her elbows on the table. I might have been imagining the leading tone to her voice, but I didnât think so. Iâd heard that sound before, when she asked a question she already knew the answer to, and liked what she knew.
John glanced at Isabel, who was leaning away from him, in a fairly tactless way, arm against the windowsill. Then he leaned toward me and Grace. âI got an e-mail from Olivia.â
âAn e-mail?â Grace echoed. Her voice conveyed just the right combination of hope, disbelief, and frailty. Just what youâd expect from a grieving girl who was hoping her best friend was still alive. Only Grace knew Olivia was still alive.
I shot her a look.
Grace ignored me, still looking, all innocent and intense, at John. âWhat did it say?â
âThat she was in Duluth. That she was coming home soon!â John threw his hands up. âI didnât know whether I should crap myself or scream at the computer. How could she do this to Mom and Dad? And then sheâs just like, âSo Iâm coming back soonâ? Like she just went off to visit friends and now sheâs done. I mean, Iâm really happy, but, Grace, Iâm so angry at her.â
He sat back in his seat, looking a little surprised that heâd confessed so much. I crossed my arms and leaned on the table, trying to override the prickle of jealousy that had unexpectedly surfaced when John had said Graceâs name with such a feeling of connection. Strange what love taught you about your faults.
âBut when?â Grace pressed. âWhen did she say she would get back?â
John shrugged. âOf course she didnât say anything other than âsoon.ââ
Graceâs eyes shone. âBut sheâs alive .â
âYeah,â John said, and now I saw that his eyes were rather shiny as well. âThe cops told us that â you know, that weshouldnât keep our hopes up â anyway. That was the worst, not knowing if she was alive.â
âSpeaking of the cops,â Isabel said. âDid you show them the e-mail?â
Grace briefly turned a less-than-pleasant face to Isabel, but it had melted back into gentle interest by the time John turned back to her.
He looked guilty. âI didnât want them to tell me about how it might not be real. I guess â I guess I will. Because they can track it, right?â
âYes,â Isabel said, looking at Grace instead of at John. âIâve heard cops can track IP addresses or whatever theyâre called. So they could find out the general area it was coming from. Like maybe even right here in Mercy Falls .â
In a hard voice, Grace replied, âBut if it was from an Internet café from a pretty big city, like Duluth or Minneapolis, it wouldnât really be useful.â
John interrupted, âI donât know if I really want to have Olivia dragged back here, kicking and screaming. I mean, sheâs almost eighteen, and sheâs not stupid. I miss her, but there had to be some reason for her to go.â
We all stared at him â for different reasons, I think. I was just thinking that it was an awfully perceptive and selfless thing to say, if slightly uninformed. Isabelâs stare looked more like an are-you-a-total-idiot? stare. Graceâs was admiring.
âYouâre a pretty good brother,â Grace said.
John looked down into his coffee cup. âYeah, well, I donât know about that. Anyway, Iâd better get going. Iâm just on my way to class.â
âClass on Saturday?â
âWorkshop stuff,â John said. âExtra credit. Gets me out of the house.â He slid out of the booth, pulling a few bucks out of his pocket for the coffee. âWould you give this to the waitress?â
âYup,â Grace said. âSee you
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