Little Book of Fantasies by Miranda Heart Read Free Book Online

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    He laughed with her, and then sobered. “Most in this lifestyle have had tendencies their whole life. Their fantasies speak of it at every turn. I’ve never met anyone with more natural submissive tendencies than you. And I’ve met a lot of women. Most of them had to be trained. You’d only need to learn to control that mouth of yours. When I read your diary cover-to-cover, I saw a side of you that you had never shown before. Yet, for some, it’s just fun; it’s a little bedroom kink for them. I needed to be sure if there was more.”
    Out of the corner of her eye, she saw her little leather bound notebook. “Still can’t give up my diary?”
    The corner of his mouth lifted. “I’ve enjoyed reading your entries.”
    “I’m glad they’ve entertained someone. Some had been in there for so long I was sure the paper would yellow before I was able to experience any of it.”
    He smiled at her answer and turned to pick up more of his mess. Frustrated, she followed him.
    “So you think I could be a natural, huh?”
    “Yes, I do.”
    “Then why aren’t we doing this now instead of arguing about how much we like it?”
    He turned to her, his expression so serious she stood rooted to the spot. “Tell me, Kaitlyn, exactly how it feels to know that you would be a true submissive. Not just some kinky sex toy.”
    Her hands shook as she fought for something to say. He was testing her loyalty to their relationship, wondering how committed she would be to giving herself over to him. To finally give to him everything she had held back from every boyfriend she’d ever had. She rambled the words as quickly as possible. “I feel like I would finally be coming home. Everything you’ve said sounds so wonderful. I’ve had boyfriends break up with me for being too dependent. For wanting and needing to do things for them that they could do for themselves. I’ve had others take advantage of me, and I’ve had to leave. I’ve never known anyone in my life that could appreciate what I have to offer and think of it as a good thing. My fantasies have always been that. I’ve been too scared and ashamed to share them with anyone. So to finally have someone that I could open myself up to completely…it’s a huge burden off of my shoulders. And if you rejected me now, it would break my heart.”
    He grabbed hold of her. His hand gripped the back of her head. Pupils dilated, his head descended, his hard lips making contact with her soft mouth. She moaned and leaned into him. Her heart skittered in her chest as she grabbed for his shirt to pull him closer. Not nearly enough, she wrapped her arms around his back. Her tongue darted into his mouth to meet his thrusts. Everything around them stopped except for his breathing and the movement of his mouth on hers.
    With a groan, he pulled back.
    Dazed, Kaitlyn just stared up at him. “What was that for?”
    “For being so perfect,” he answered gruffly. Kaitlyn remained quiet, unsure of what to say, and he continued. “I’ve seen what being in this lifestyle has done to friends of mine. How they are ridiculed by family members, ousted by friends. How they have to keep their lives secret from everyone they know. I already live my life in hiding. You would have to too.”
    She nodded. “I understand, Steven. Not everyone would understand an attraction to being dominated. I promise I won’t blab my mouth to everyone.”
    His hand cupped her cheek, and she pressed into his palm. “You’re such a good girl, Kate, that’s why I love you so much. Everything is just so uncomplicated for you.”
    Her heart skipped a beat. He loved her? She tried to concentrate on everything he was saying. She felt so giddy inside she just wanted to hug and kiss him. “Things just are what they are, honey. Nothing wrong; nothing complicated.”
    “I’m talking about you wearing my collar with my initials on it. I’m talking about you being my submissive. I would own you. Mind, body, and soul. As