of going back in time and preventing him from marrying The CheaterBeast. âWe had to go through what we went through for some reason. The trick is to figure it out and then work up the courage to move on.â
âHereâs to getting there.â He lifted his glass.
âHowever long it takes.â She hoisted hers; they both drank.
âYou think Kim and Troy are a good match?â
Marie frowned. âIâm not sure. Kim is beautiful and very talented, but shy and a little down on herself. Troy is a very good-looking, well-put-together, wealthy man, and I think sheâs a little intimidated. Iâm hoping she gives herself a chance to shine. She has no idea how sexy she is.â
âHmm.â Quinn smirked at his drink. âThat reminds me of someone.â
âYeah? Who?â
He twisted to look at her, then for some reason started laughing.
â What is so funny?â
âNever mind, you wouldnât get it. Just tell me, Marie. What advice would you give Kim about this problem?â
âWhy?â
âI want to pass on your wisdom.â He dug out his BlackBerry and pulled up a blank email. âIâll write it down and send it to her.â
âAre you serious?â
âAbsolutely.â
âOkay.â Marie looked up into the decorative hanging of tangled metal roots over the bar, trying to clear her head, muddled by bourbon and by Quinnâs mood tonight. âLetâs see. Iâd tell her to go back though her life looking for messages she received about her sexuality and her self-esteem, and see if thereâs a pattern she can identify that could be informing how she feels about herself now.â
ââ¦feelsâ¦about herselfâ¦now.â He put in the period with a flourish. âAnd?â
âUndoubtedly the message that she isnât worthy is coming from some judge figure in her life, probably a parent. She needs to tell that judge that sheâll be deciding her own feelings from now on.â
ââ¦from nowâ¦on.â
âAnd then she should dress to kill, look in a mirror and promise to give herself positive feedback every day on how she looks and who she is and what she deserves.â
ââ¦whatâ¦she deserves. That it?â
âShe should probably go to therapy and talk the whole thing out, but this will help if sheâs honest with herself, yes.â
âExcellent.â He selected a recipient and punched the send button. âSheâll be very surprised to hear from me.â
âAnd pleased, I hope?â
âMe, too.â He shrugged, putting the BlackBerry back in his pocket. âWant to order dinner?â
âI do.â She tossed back the rest of her drink and picked up a menu, hunger signals finally able to be heard through the decreasing clamor of her emotions. Helping people feel better about themselves always made her feel better about herself, too.
She and Quinn chatted easily for the rest of the evening, all the bizarre tension completely dissipated. As usual after their Friday night meeting, she felt refreshed and revital-ized on her walk home to her beloved Victorian in the same quirky Brewerâs Hill neighborhood as the restaurant.
Inside her front door, she flicked on the light and said hello to her gray tabby, Jezebel, whoâd come to greet her by weaving around her legs, making walking as difficult as possible. On the way up to her bedroom on the second floor, Marie sorted through the dayâs mail, ditched most in the recycling box near her desk, and powered up her laptop. After changing into her beloved sloppy, nonbinding and infinitely comfortable sweats, she sat at her desk and waited for Jezebelâs predictable jump into her lap for the eveningâs kitty-worship.
She opened her email program while she scratched soft ears and brought Jezebelâs rumbling purr to life. New emails: five. One from a college roommate, one
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