Love Notes ((Book Two of the Heartbeat Series)) by Renee Lee Fisher Read Free Book Online Page B

turned down the road I lived on. He tenderly rubbed his hand on my thigh and commented how he loved to see my legs and what an attractive pair of legs I have. He told me that he watched as so many men in the bar this evening looked me over, but that he knew I was his. I didn’t even bother to voice out and correct him. Thomas pulled in front of the barn and parked. His hand still rested on my leg. Was I so naïve to think that Rand was faithful on the road. It certainly looked like there was something between him and Killjoy and that was just the first time I had seen them together. I am certain the past month they shared many captive moments.
    Thomas slid his finger up to the edge of my short skirt and clung to the edge. He softly spoke and leaned to me, “So beautiful. Madison, you are so beautiful.” I wanted to hear more, I needed to hear more. I just watched a beautiful young rock girl take complete control over my boyfriend, my fiancé. I needed to feel worth something, I needed to feel again and forget what burned in my eyes. I let Thomas continue to touch me, to slide his fingers along my skirt. As Thomas continued, my thoughts turned to Rand touching me and sliding his hands all over my naked body, I missed him so much. I groaned and as my skirt lifted higher I released several soft moans. With my head lying in the cushioned head rest and the coolness of the leather surrounding me, Thomas lowered my seat and as it went back my body became so comfortable. My core became more accessible with only a very thin fabric covering me.
    In my mind, I felt Rand touching me, caressing my thigh, slowly sweeping his fingertips across my inner thigh and traveling inward. I felt him lift his finger across my panties and I felt his one finger slip underneath and trace the folds of my skin and it sent a quiver through me and a want and need for more. As I pulled my skirt higher to give Rand more access, I felt my panties lowering slowly. I felt now his kisses coming into my thighs. I had my hands at my side clenching my fingers tightly into my palms and his mouth began to lead his tongue on a path along my inner thigh, his touch so familiar so comfortable. I heard him catch his breath and he was coming in so close. I wanted him so much, it would only take him moments in this position to take me over the edge. It had been a month now without him. I pulled my hands from my sides, the blood flowing through my fingers and I went to take his hair and fist it through my fingers. Once I did I realized that there were no long strands of hair to pull through. I suddenly opened my eyes to see Thomas going down on me. I pulled his head up and looked at him so confused, “What the hell are you doing?’
    Thomas said, “I didn’t see you stop me, I thought this was what you wanted.”
    “Thomas I am sorry if you thought that, I’m drunk, confused and caught up in missing Rand. I am so upset about what was on your phone. Now that you got me home safely, I think you need to go.” He paused and stilled and his hand still remained up my skirt. “NOW!” I yelled. I got out of his car and felt awful for drinking too much, for escaping into a reverie for Rand having sex with me and for using Thomas in this situation. “I will talk to you later, Thomas, not now. Thank you for getting me home.”
    When my head hit the pillow I wanted Rand to finish off what he started in my mind in the car. I thought of him and I looked at my phone and I had several messages from him.
    I hope you have a nice evening out. I hope you are missing me.
    I am heading out with the band after the show, I’ll call you tomorrow.
    Sleep well. I love you.
    I thought in my head, I love you too Rand but your going out with the band is not what I need to hear as Killjoy will probably be accompanying you as well. I returned him a text.
    I’m home and I got to watch part of your concert tonight via a smart phone. You looked awesome but I have to tell you I was also very