you.â
âThanks!â he said.
âWe made you this,â Danny announced, putting a huge card on Marmaladeâs bed. âWell, Pop made it and then we all signed it.â
âThanks, Danny! Please thank them all very much.â Marmalade looked at the beautifully cut-out paper flowers that were stuck onto the front of the card. Inside, everyone had written little messages and signed them. Most of them were variations of Get well soon, but Jack had written Iâm so sorry next to his name.
Marmalade put the card to one side. Somehow, it was ruined by having Jackâs name on it. He didnât want to think about Jack, but he couldnât help it. If Jack hadnât come to Rockley Park, Marmalade wouldnât have asked about the jump and none of this would have happened. Everything was Jackâs fault.
Somewhere at the back of Marmaladeâs mind, he knew he wasnât being fair, but in all his pain and misery, he couldnât bear to accept any of the blame for hurting himself. Whatâs more, thinking about Jack was reminding him that Jack could still dance, and he couldnât. How would he cope if he could never dance again?
9. A Friend in Need
It wasnât long before Marmalade had mastered his crutches and was back in classes again. Everyone was very kind to him, and Danny was a great help, making sure no one got too close and knocked his knee. Marmalade tried to stay cheerful, but he couldnât help thinking that there wasnât much to be cheerful about. It seemed that the class comedian had gone forever.
After he had moped at the side of the dance studio for a couple of classes, Mr. Penardos had a word with him. âYou might as well skip my classes until your leg is better,â he said. âI had thought you might be interested in watching, but thatâs obviously too frustrating for you.â
âSorry,â Marmalade apologized.
âThaâs all right,â Mr. Penardos said. âI unâerstand how you feel. But use your time wisely. Make sure you catch up on all that academic work instead.â
Marmalade tried hard to concentrate on his schoolwork, but every time he went somewhere quiet to study, his mind wandered to that awful moment when his foot had slid from under him and heâd realized he was in trouble. It had been landing in a slippery puddle of a spilled drink that had made him fall, not a badly executed jump, but knowing that didnât help. Time after time, he replayed the jump and the painful consequences in his head. He knew he shouldnât have been dancing in the dining hall, but because he was distraught that he couldnât dance, and because he couldnât bear to think it was his own fault, Marmalade continued to blame Jack.
His friends did their best to help, but nothing could make Marmalade happy. Talking to his family on the phone made him feel even more sorry for himself. He missed them badly now that he wasnât enjoying himself dancing. Their cards and presents made him feel even more homesick, so after a few days he got permission to go home for a weekend.
Marmaladeâs dad arrived to pick him up, and Danny carried his bag out to the car while Marmalade followed on his crutches.
Jack was hovering by the front door. He looked as if he wanted to say something.
âHave a good time,â said Danny. Marmalade frowned and glanced in Jackâs direction. How could he have a good time when he was injured? Jack blushed and disappeared indoors, looking upset.
At home, everyone wanted to take care of Marmalade. His mom made him lie on the sofa, and even his sisters tried to make him feel better. They took turns bringing him drinks and ran to open doors for him. They even let him watch his choice of TV shows! His knee gradually began to feel a little better and by the end of the weekend it wasnât quite as painful.
By the time he got back to school, Marmalade was able to get up the stairs