eyes and made her wispy pale hair seem even more golden. âI just sit here until somebody gets up.â
âReally?â
âYes. She does. Sheâs fine.â
Ellie spun around to face the door when Mac spoke. He stood on the threshold, not in last nightâs pajama bottoms, but in a pair of sweatpants and a baggy T-shirt. Barefoot, he ambled into the kitchen.
âShe likes an egg for breakfast, toast and some blueberries.â
âAnd a glass of milk,â Lacy added with a grin.
Staring at Mac, Ellie told her heart to settle down and her hormones to please take a vacation, but neither listened. Her heart tumbled in her chest and adrenaline surged through her blood. The man was just too good-looking. And he was dedicated to his kids. Sheâd never met a man who changed diapers and awakened at four without complaint. Yet she still felt something was off.
Suddenly the entire situation began to make sense. He was a great dad, seemingly a good person, and he was gorgeousâ¦so she was attracted to him. But her experience with men wasnât good. So while her hormones were loping off the charts, her common sense was trying to find things wrong with him.
He wasnât a mystery. She was the one with the problem. Or maybe their attraction was the problem.
Still, she was the help and nothing more. From the nonchalant way he drifted into the kitchen and ambled to the table where Lacy sat, Ellie knew he had absolutely no interest in following up on the attraction he felt to her. After all, it was only physical. They hadnât spoken beyond the work required for this job. What they felt for each other couldnât be anything other than a healthy case of sexual attraction.
A good relationship required so much more. Shared interests. Mutual likes and dislikes. Even a shared background would be nice. Her background was so different from his that they probably didnât even share one similar childhood memory! She didnât even need to remember all the other reasons they were wrong for each other. With pasts as different as theirs, none of that mattered.
Reminded of her place, Ellie said, âWeâre fine here, Mr. Carmichael. You can go back to bed.â
Mac gave her a puzzled frown. âMr. Carmichael?â
Ellie winced. âYou never did tell me what to call you.â
âIâm Mac.â He paused significantly. â Everyone calls me Mac.â
âOkay, Mac,â she said, trying out the name and finding it was much easier to call him by his first name than it should be given that she was his maid. âIâll take care of Lacyâs breakfast. You can go on back to bed.â
âIâm home. I take care of the kids when Iâm home. Remember?â
âYes, but itâs so early.â
âSo why donât you go back to bed?â
She pressed her had to her chest. âMe?â
âThereâs no point in both of us being up at four.â
He wasnât angry and what he said made sense. Now that sheâd totally squelched her instincts, the entire situation made perfect sense. She took a step backward, toward the door. âOkay, then. I guess I will go back to bed.â
She turned to leave the kitchen, but Mac stopped her. âEllie?â
She faced him. âYes?â
âI donât always get up with her. When Iâm working I usually sleep through her early-morning-wake-up days. So I appreciate that youâre okay with this.â
She couldnât believe sheâd let her intuition talk her into thinking there was something wrong here. Yes, she might not know where the kidsâ mom was, but Mac was a normal man. A good dad. A good guy. She had been wrong to be suspicious of him.
She smiled her best professional, Iâm-your-maid smile. âYouâre welcome.â
She left the room, glad that everything was handled amicably. But halfway up the stairs she stopped as another question