âI guess this can wait until we come back....â
Susan watched my hands as I worked and I wondered what she could be thinking. I had seen her in the cafeteria last night, but hadnât paid much attention to her. She was shorter than I was, with a face that sort of pinched itself into a frown.
âYou remind me of the lady who works for my family,â Susan said. âShe has hair like yoursâcut short. And she folds and hangs everything up carefully like you. Her last name is Peterson. You know her?â
I shook my head.
âI thought maybe you guys were related.â Susan leaned back on her elbows and eyed the room. âMy roomâs bigger than this.â
âYeah, soâs Marie and Sheilaâs down the hall. They say lower school freshmen get the short end of the stick around here.â
âI thought they gave you a cheapie room âcause youâre on scholarship, since youâre not really contributing to the cost.â
I shrugged. âIt doesnât bother me. I donât need a lot of space.â I started counting to ten in my head, because Grandma had said I should do that before deciding I didnât like a person. She said sometimes by the time you get to seven, youâre already liking the person more.
âWhat does your father do?â Susan asked, too casually.
âHeâs a lawyer.â I was up to eight now, and because she had made me lie, I was sure I didnât like her. I wasnât about to tell Susan the real story of my father..
âCorporate or public interest?â Susan asked.
âPublic interest,â I said quickly, trying not to stutter.
âCriminal?â
âHuh?â
âIs he a criminal lawyer?â
âUh-huh.â I nodded.
âThatâs too bad. My dadâs a prosecutor. He tries to get as many criminals off the street as he can. He thinks criminal lawyers should be behind bars too.â
âNot everybodyâs guilty.â
âYeah, yeah ... thatâs what they all say.â
âSometimes cops make mistakes.â
âRarely.â
I clinched my fist over a pair of lavender socks. What right did this girl have coming into my room and making me lie about my life, anyway?
âI donât want to talk about it,â I said, lowering my voice.
âItâs a losing argument.â Susan stood up and came over to the dresser. âWhoâs this?â she asked, pointing to the picture Hattie took last summer. In it, me and Margaret were standing with our arms across each otherâs shoulders.
âThatâs my best friend, Margaret.â
âSheâs pretty. I think some black people are real pretty, you know. Like, they have real clear skin and nice teeth. Where are her parents boarding her?â
âHuh?â
âWhat school is she at?â
âP.S. 102 ... in Brooklyn.â
âPublic school?â
I nodded. I had learned to fight when I was seven and Michael Acosta tried to bully me and Margaret into giving him our snack money. After I beat him up, I wasnât scared of anyone anymore. Michael had been a whole head taller than me. It wouldnât take much at all to pound Susan into the ground. I started counting again. Everyone deserved a second chance.
âThatâs frightening. Donât they kill people every day in those schools?â
âYou must be reading the National Enquirer or something,â I said, letting a little of my annoyance seep into my . voice.
âNo, my father told me that. He said New York schools are dangerous.â
âGive me a break. Next time you talk to your father, ask him when was the last time he was in one.â
âDonât get snotty,â Susan said. âI was just repeating what I heard.â
I shrugged. âWell, think before you say it. People will think youâre a parrot. Anyway, Iâm ready for my tour,â I said, holding the door open.
Susan