where he is.â
chapter three
A familiar sound, one that reminded her of her childhood, just like the pink wallpaper in her old bedroom, the humming of the boiler, and the chirping of the blackbirds in the gardenâreached Margherita as she lay still half asleep and curled up in the bed sheâd slept in when she was a little girl. It was the click clack of the coffee machine that Armando had been setting up every morning for as long as she could remember. Margherita opened her eyes, and it all came rushing back to her: her last day in Rome, the eviction letter, Meg . . . and Francesco drunk downstairs.
Iâll never make it. Or maybe I just donât want to make it. I donât want to have to endure another pathetic scene.
Margherita got dressed and headed for the kitchen.
âGood morning,â Armando greeted her, smiling. âCoffee?â He handed her a mug just as heâd always done, without waiting for her to answer.
âThanks,â saidMargherita, taking a small jar of cinnamon from one of the shelves. Armando shook his head and smiled, amused.
âSorry, kiddo. Five years arenât long enough for me to have forgotten my daughterâs habits. You can kick me for that, I deserve it,â he joked.
Margherita laughed, snapped the cinnamon stick in half, and dunked it in the coffee.
Armando handed her his mug and she flavored his, too.
In the sunlit kitchen, the two of them savored a moment of quiet understanding that was as warm and familiar as the aroma of the freshly brewed coffee.
âWould you do something for me?â Margherita asked her father.
âAre you asking me to take care of him?â Armando said, his head pointing toward the living room from which the irregular rhythm of snoring could be heard.
âYes, please.â
âWhat should I say to him?â
âThat itâs better if he heads back to Rome, back to his Meg,â replied Margherita without hesitating. âAnd tell him to stay there, because I donât need him anymore.â
Armando nodded and made no further comment.
âIâm going out for a walk.â
âHave a nice one, darling.â
Margherita smiled tensely, then she gave her father a kiss on the cheek that smelled of fresh aftershave.
âCiao, Pa . . . I mean, Armando. And thanks.â
Outside, the air smelled of approaching summer. The sun was warm, the colors were bright, and the scent of mowngrass was in the air. Everything felt new, and Margheritaâs body felt like it was made of bubbles.
Iâm free.
She strolled down the narrow streets of the town. She felt like running, jumping. For the first time in a long time, Margherita felt light, drunk with the colors and the fragrances of this place that made her feel so good, so much at home. As she walked, she recognized faces she knew well, and ones that she knew less well but were still familiar. Then, the customary stop at Serafinoâs bakery.
âWelcome back, Margherita! I just took this cecina out of the oven. Here,â the old baker greeted her and offered her a slice of pizza topped with cured ham. Margherita bit into it hungrily. Another reminder of her childhood.
âOh, wow, I need to learn how to make this!â
It reminded her of her mother.
âItâs an old recipe, sweetheart, but a simple one: A cup of water, a cup of chickpea flour, a few drops of oil. But remember these three secrets: you have to let it rest overnight, roll it out so itâs very thin, and bake it on a copper sheet. Thatâs the only way itâll be crisp and tasty.â
It was as if she could still hear her motherâs voiceâwarm, with a weak c and g typical of the Florentine accent.
Margherita said good-bye to Serafino and continued on her way. At the very top of the town, overlooking the valley, with the sea in the distance, there was an old building with a faded sign: ERICAâS. Closed. The doors