the old man that he had his own way of doing things, and he was usually right.
As they walked along the deserted street, her shoulder brushed Barlowâs and memories rushed inâthe kiss, his scent, the bizarre fact that they could even touch.
He skittered as far away from her as he could get and still remain on the cracked, broken remnant of the sidewalk. Theexpression on his face brought back the image of him wiping her taste from his mouth, her touch from his hand, and fury sparked.
Which was stupid. Sheâd felt exactly the same way once sheâd come to her senses. Disgust for her lack of control, nausea over the flash of lust, horror at what sheâd already done and what sheâd been willing to do with the slightest hint of encouragement.
Just thinking about the interlude brought back Alexâs thirst for vengeance. She wanted to kill Barlow not only for what heâd done to her but for the way heâd made her feel.
If Edward had not said the werewolf that had killed her father was a member of Barlowâs pack, she would have put a silver bullet through the guyâs brain and disappeared into the sunset, the fate of humanity at the mercy of a new werewolf army be damned.
But Edward had said, and since the only thing that had kept Alex going for the past eight years was the possibility of revenge, she bit her tongue and kept going, silently assuring herself that once she got wherever Barlow was taking her, sheâd blast her fatherâs killer to hell, along with anyone else who got in her way. Right before she left, sheâd give Julian Barlow a parting gift.
Kaboom .
The promise soothed her as little else could.
Not that she didnât understand the manâs need for paybackâeven sympathize with it. Alex shook her head.
He wasnât a man. Alana hadnât been a woman. They were murdering beasts. They didnât feel love, or pain, or remorse.
Except Barlow did. The agony in his eyes, the gruffness in his voice told the tale. He mourned his wife with an intensity that matched Alexâs own.
Unease flickered. She was a werewolf now, and yet shestill missed her father, ached with his loss and her love for him.
But there was a reason for that. She been injected with Edwardâs serum and cursed by a voodoo priestess. She was as close to human as a werewolf could get. That was the only reason she still felt any emotions at all.
So what was Julian Barlowâs excuse?
âWhereâs your car?â he asked.
Alex glanced around. Theyâd run a long way, then walked some more. She wasnât familiar with the area, but she recognized a few of the buildings ahead as some of those sheâd passed while trailing Jorge.
She pointed to the west. âAbout a mile.â
Barlow began to jog and she did the same, just a young couple out for a little exercise. Except it was the middle of the night, they were white, andâwith Alexâs oversize, worn clothes, bloody arms and neck, and lack of shoesâshe looked like a bag lady in a Dawn of the Dead remake.
âNow you understand how it is for most werewolves,â he said.
âHow what is?â
âYou were changed against your will.â
âSo?â
He sighed as if she were incredibly dense and continued. âNew wolves are like babies. They canât be blamed for what they do. Would you punish an infant for banging a toy against a wall and breaking it?â
âI hardly think the man you left behind for me to kill was a toy.â
âNo, he was a habitual child molester.â
Alexâs lips pulled into a grimace.
âKind of leaves a bad taste in your mouth, doesnât he?â
Thanks to Edwardâs serum and Cassandraâs spell, shehadnât killed her toy. Right now, Alex was kind of sorry about that.
âI told you he was a very bad man,â Barlow continued. âHe deserved to die.â
Alex had to agree, butââWho made