long, plain-view strut in front of every window. Fashionably late, Crow practically screamed, Weâre tardy. What are you going to do about it?
My purpose clarified. The second year of middle school, I had no disciples. They came later, drawn out of fear. But here and now, I was Crowâs first little follower.
Iâm nobodyâs little follower. Not even my own!
âCrow, you go on to math. Iâll catch you after you break out of special ed.â
She slowed. âOkay, how do you know my schedule?â
My eyes widened. âIt, uh, it was tucked away in Tolstoy, in the tree house.â
Crow took a step closer to me. âShane, youâre freaking me out. Youâre either the first person who understands, or youâre some clone kid planted by the government, you know, who knows my whole life.â She poked my arm and my neck. âYouâre not one of them, are you?â
I swatted her hand away. âYou watch way too many movies. Listen, after I found the knife, I thought special ed was a safe bet.â
I laughed and relaxed when she did, too.
âOkay.â Crow winked. âUntil then . . . sis.â
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I walked through the front door of the middle school, my mind fixed on home. Momâs place had looked similar, but the feel was foreign. And it wasnât just the smaller trees and shrubs. Home drew me, despite the gathering storm, and it hadnât done that in a long time. From the outside, Momâs house felt warm, right. Then again, Mayday hadnât arrived.
The schoolâs office, however, was exactly as I remembered it.
I walked in and approached Ms. Wiggleâan unfortunate name for a middle school secretaryâand rang the bell on the desk.
She set down her
Good Housekeeping
. âYes, dear.â
Dear? Are you kidding?
âI need to enroll in school.â
She glanced toward the door and frowned. âYour parents? Or guardian? I need their signatures and quite a bit more information.â She slapped some papers down in front of me. âAre you new to the area?â
I shook my head. âListen, youâll never get my dad in here. You wonât get my guardian either. Hereâs the shot paper.â
I reached it to her and she read aloud, âShane Owen Raine.â She handed it back to me. âIâm sorry. I need a parent or legal guardian.â
âCrowâs my half sister. I live with her now.â
âHorrors!â Ms. Wiggle rubbed her eyes, hoping, I think, that I would disappear in the process. âOne Crowâs enough. Tell me thereâs not another half floating around.â Ms. Wiggle clapped her hand over her mouth. âWait here.â She vanished into the principalâs office.
I glanced around. Powder blue. Every wall was powder blue: the color of jail cells designed to drive prisoners insane. It works. Beneath the buzz of fluorescent lights, powder blue makes a person want to jump off a cliff.
Or register for school.
Wiggle returned. âJust fill out the forms as best you can, and weâll make a call.â
An idea, quick and crafty, weaseled in, and I stared down at the enrollment sheet. I fiddled with the pen, rubbed my eyes, and fiddled some more.
âOh, for the love of heaven, not you, too. Crow barely sounds out, and you canât read either?â
I blanked my face, but my thoughts replayed the first time Iâd played this game.
In school, I had been a master of deception, and no ruse proved my brilliance more than feigned idiocy. I quickly determined that my lack of sleep would not accommodate a middle school workload. Enter special education, a beautiful place where expectations and homework were nonexistent.
My present plans do not accommodate a middle school workload either.
âLet me walk you down to Mrs. Herbert. Sheâll be your homeroom. Room 145.â Wiggle rose and peeked at me sideways. âCan you