âWith Ms. Raine and the loserââ
âYeah,â I said. âAnd their mom and stepdad.â
He paused and broke out laughing. âThatâs good.â His face tensed. âDonât let Crow hear you joke that way about her or Addy. You wouldnât want to see that punch line, if you know what I mean. So youâre heading to lunch, right?â
âBaze!â
Mel ran up behind us and bumped into Basilâs shoulder. Mel had two things that didnât belong in this schoolâmoney and clothes. She was cuteâstep-out-of-a-Macyâs-ad cute. The rest of us looked like we had scraped our way up from the mines.
âOh! And Crow Number Two. Who would have thought thereâd be a second C in this school?â
âNo.â Basil kept his eyes fixed on me. âSheâs different, Mel.â
I tell you this comment had conflicting effects. It warmed me, I will admit. It felt good knowing I still captured his interest. But it sucked, too. Because it wasnât really me. It was Shane. And at that moment, all the time he had dominated my thoughts seemed a monumental waste of drama.
Sheâs different than Crow. Translated: at this moment, Shaneânot Crow or Melâis who I want.
Translated: Basil is a jerk.
I turned my back on Basil and left him there calling my name. Melâs voice took over; she was working him hard. âLet her go. Sheâs a freak, like C.â
I froze, spun, and marched straight back to Mel.
âIn what way, exactly, is Crow a freak?â
Mel glanced at Basil, who grinned and lifted his brows. âYeah, Mel, explain what you mean.â
She shifted her feet and squirmed beneath her backpack. âCrowâs unique. Thatâs all. Itâs a good thing, really.â Mel scowled. âA little sensitive, arenât we?â
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I caught up with Crow near the lunchroom. I would like to say she was
in
the lunchroom, but to do so would ignore the truth, so onward.
At first, I saw only a circle of kids in the foyer, near the stairs to the basement shop classes and across from the lunchroom entrance. Other fixtures off the foyer were the office, the auditorium, and the trophy showcase, all of which matter here.
I pushed through the ring. There, in the center, stood Crow, visually relaxed, her right hand opening and clenching. To the world, a girl in complete control, but I knew that hand. The same hand that readied for the knife.
Crow was ready to explode.
Facing her stood Jasmine Simone, grade eight. She was a large girl, with a mouth that filled up every inch of face space. She commanded, no,
demanded
respect. How she had not clashed with me in middle school before now was either providence, or more likely the result of my not truly coming into my own.
Jasmine circled Crow. Iâd say stalked like a cat, but 180 pounds limits oneâs ability to stalk. Every time she reached Crowâs ear, she slowed and whispered. I didnât know she could whisper.
The spectators were anxious, waiting, dreaming, to see these two titans engage in a âgirl fight.â Hair pulling. Slapping. It was an embarrassing spectacle to watch, and neither fighter ended up victorious, but such events were sadly commonplace at Midway, where a hidden undercurrent of anger floated around the halls.
I squeezed my forehead between my forefingers. Think. Remember.
I came up empty, and my emptiness turned to fear, because this confrontation had never happened the first time I went through seventh grade. Jasmine never circled me. I never fought her. The next minutes, whatever they might hold, were a result of my presence, of a comatose Crowâs soul-mind hopping into the body of thirteen-year-old Shane and going five years back in time.
I wasnât the rage inside the ring, but I sure as hell had set it in motion.
Jasmine stopped circling, her back to the auditorium and the trophy case.
âEveryone!