few dollars.â
âI donât know how she even knew about the test.â
âMust have been that Annie told her. Youâre in the same grade, sure.â
âYeah, maybe,â Gerard said, looking down at his books.
Whatâs he gone so red in the face for?
Sadie laid her hand on his forehead. âYou okay?â
âJust hungry.â He shifted so that his head moved from under her hand. âWhere were you?â
âOver at the hospital getting them bunions looked at.â
âCan they fix them?â
âHuh? Oh, the bunions. Never mind them. They were just after taking that Beth Hann off in an ambulance. That young Annie might not get to be a aunt after all.â
Hope heâs not coming down with something. Canât always tell with the forehead.
He brushed the hair out of his eyes. âWhy were you so mad when you came in?â
Sadie remembered Lucindaâs pinched face and how sheâd pulled the door from Sadieâs hand. âNothing important. Let me get you something to eat and a cup of tea.â
He smiled at her. âThanks, Ma.â
Look at that face. Them lovely white teeth, them big brown eyes. Most handsomest smile I ever did see. Hit the jackpot with him, I did.
âThatâd be great,â he said. âIâm starving.â
Sadie smoothed his hair, letting her hand linger on the back of his head. He didnât pull away this time.
To hell with the Hanns.
1999
Gerry looks at his watch. Itâs only ten thirty. He puts the lone teabag into the pot and pours boiling water over it. As he reaches for the cups, he feels his motherâs hand catch his arm as she staggers slightly on her way from the bathroom.
âSteady on there, Ma,â he says, putting his arm around her.
She squints up at him, then pokes at his lip, as if the action might make the scar disappear. Sheâd been furious when sheâd first seen the cut. Gerry hadnât told her that Aiden Hann was responsible; Sadie, as always, had her own sources. He hadnât told her it was partly his own fault either, even though he suspected she would have been proud of him. It was the morning before the Halloween party at school, and Aiden, who made a habit of picking on anyone he deemed beneath him in the pecking order, started in - was Gerry dressing up as a fairy, how many costumes did he have in his closet, did he want a mop so he could come as his mother - calling Sadie a fishwife and a charwoman and getting increasingly revved up as people started to pay attention. Gerry usually ignored the taunts and left wherever he was as fast as he could, but that day heâd had enough. He stopped, turned around and smiled directly at Aiden. âBetter than being a th-th-th-thief,â he said. Aidenâs face went purple. He bent down, grabbed a rock and whizzed it straight at Gerryâs head. Before Gerry could get over the shock of having his lip slit open, Pat stepped in and hauled Aiden away.
âWhat were we talking about?â Sadie says now, rubbing her chin. âRight, Father James. Yes, indeed, fine man he is. Heâll be doing a baptism soon too. That Cathy Green went and had the baby.â
Cathy Green is not his motherâs favourite person. To start with, sheâs Annieâs best friend; on top of that, sheâs Violet Greenâs daughter. But Gerry has always liked Cathy. For a while, she was the only one who knew about him and Annie. Annie. Heâs finally seen her again. If only it hadnât taken Mercedesâ death to make it happen.
âCathyâs life sure has changed,â he says. âA year ago she was still going out with Cyril. Now sheâs a mother and married to someone else.â
âPoor son of a bitch, he is,â says Sadie. âDidnât take that Cathy long to get knocked up. Probably afraid heâd get away too. Cyrilâs the lucky one there, I tell you.â
âCome on,