Jeremy spoke in…class today….
“YEAH, kid? How are we supposed to believe that? What can you
possibly say to convince us…?”
“WHAT did you say, Tate?”
“C’mon, Doctor Sutherland!”
“The guy was hurting you, wasn’t he? He was hurting you, and
you asked to leave, and you were fighting him, right?”
“He had me pinned! He’s really strong, almost as strong as
Brian, but Brian tries not to hurt anybody, and I couldn’t move my
neck or my shoulders and it hurt….”
…spoke in, spoke in… Jeremy spoke in….
“HE WANTED to fuck me, but I didn’t want him....” Could he make
this reasonable? Could he even make sense at all?
“Yeah? Fucking convince us!”
“SO WHAT did you say?”
Jeremy spoke in… class today….
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DETECTIVE MELVILLE was trying to stop his dark-haired partner
from getting in Tate’s face, and Tate was trying to claw his way
through the back of the wall and get to Brian.
“You don’t like our version of it, Talker, you’ve got to give us
another version, okay?” Melville’s voice was gentle, but nothing in
Talker was gentle right now, nothing in Talker was gentle that night
with Trev, nothing in Talker was gentle talking about it, nothing was
gentle, nothing was peaceful, nothing was—
“STOP IT! I SAID NO!”
HIS throat was raw, because he’d screamed it, and the
stucco/Plexiglas was sliding past his head like a child’s playground
ride, and he thumped to his ass as a queasy miasma soaked
through his vitals, inescapable and horrible. “I said no,” he repeated
weakly. “I told Trevor ‘No!’”
And then he leaned over and puked all over Detective Henries’
shoes.
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Chaos Echoes
THE confusion was exquisite.
Henries was trying to claw his way out of his shoes and
screaming obscenities at Talker, Melville was yelling at him for
clarification, the nurses had all scattered for some towels and a mop
bucket, and Lyndie….
Lyndie was crouched right next to him and leaning her
forehead against his temple and humming. Talker was humming too.
“‘Try to forget this’,” he muttered and heard Lyndie hum in
counterpoint. “‘Try to erase this… from the blackboard….’”
“That’s a sad song,” Lyndie murmured, and he nodded.
“You know that one?” he asked, a little surprised. The chaos
jumbled around them, but he and Aunt Lyndie, they were good.
“I do,” she said softly. “How ’bout you listen to mine, okay?”
After a minute, Talker managed to tune out everything but her
soft humming. Jeremy’s screams for attention were drowned out by
something he’d heard a long time ago but couldn’t place.
“Pretty song, Aunt Lyndie,” he murmured, and she rubbed her
temple with him again.
“Used to sing it to Brian, right after his parents died,” she
murmured. She kept her voice low, and her mouth right near his
ear, so it was like a bubble, just the two of them, Talker, and this
nice woman who had defended him like a mama bear. “I’m not
religious, you know, but the tune is pretty, and the idea that God
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dances, that’s pretty too. It used to make Brian feel better when he
was sad.”
There was a sudden quiet, and Tate wondered if the chattering
of his teeth could echo down the corridor. “It’s w-w-working, for me
ttt…ttoo,” he said after a tight, strung-out moment. He relaxed his
jaw just a smidge. “Do you think they’d let me get up and shower?”
Lyndie glared up at the two surprised policemen who had
stopped shouting and were just looking at the two of them, like they
were trying to get in their bubble. “Yeah, baby—I think puking is a
pretty good way of getting them to back the fuck off. But the nurse
asked me if you wanted a sedative first, what do you say?”
Talker blinked. His shakes were easing up, and the black spots
in front of his eyes were