until you went back inside.â She gave him a shaky smile. âI knew you had to hate the fences but there you were, surviving. I thought if you could do that for me, I could do the sameâ¦for you.â
Clayâs hands clenched into fists. Damn her. His anger was a whole lot easier to hang on to when she didnât remind him of the girl sheâd been. âHow did you do?â he asked, giving in to the compulsion to know everything about her.
She took a breath to answer but someone chose to boot up the jukebox at that second. Loud music crashed into the room. It was modulated so as not to damage keen changeling hearing, but it wasnât exactly conducive to talk.
He ran his debit card over the reader built into the table and rose. âLetâs go.â
Nodding, she took a quick sip of water, then followed, staying close to him. They met Dorian just outside. The blond sentinel was in the process of getting off his sleek black motorcycle. âThat your rabbit?â Hanging up his helmet, he smiled at Talin and it was a charming smile with a hint of the feral. Clay had seen women throw themselves at Dorian after being on the receiving end of that smile. âSheâs kind of bitesized for you. Why donât you give her to me?â
Clay waited to see what Talin would do, well aware the other sentinel was simply messing with her. According to Pack law, Talin was Clayâs because she had come to him. Until and unless she wanted outâClayâs hands fisted againâno packmate would touch her.
âWhat do you say, little rabbit?â
âIâm sorry,â Talin replied, sweet as honey. âI donât do pretty boys. In fact, I donât do boys at all.â
Dorian choked on a laugh, then glanced at Clayâs shocked face. âWell, shit. Sheâs all yours, buddy.â
Clay hustled Talin to her Jeep and pinned her to the passenger door with his hands on either side of her body. Her fear was a live thing between them, a slimy intruder that had no place being there. He fought to contain the leopardâs corresponding rage and knew from the look in her eyes that heâd only been partially successful.
âYou like girls?â he asked very, very quietly.
She shook her head, eyes big.
âI can still tell when youâre lying and you werenât lying to Dorian.â
âNo, I wasnât.â She bit her lower lip. âI was jerking his chain âcause he was jerking mine. I said I donât like pretty boys.â
The leopard was too wound up to see the logic. âWhat do you like?â
âMen.â
Time stopped as he digested the knowledge in her eyes. âYouâve been with men.â He felt as if sheâd cut him off at the knees and he shouldnât have. Leopard changelings were sensual creaturesâregular sexual contact was considered healthy and natural. He had never before judged a woman for who or how many others sheâd been with.
âYes.â Her skin paled. âLots of men. So many I canât remember their faces, much less their names. Too many for even my memory to handle.â
Was she trying to hurt him on purpose? That she had the ability to do so enraged the leopard. Keeping that anger at bay only by dint of years of experience, he pushed off the car. âWhy? You werenât like that.â
âYou knew me before puberty hit,â she said, a tight bitterness to her tone. âCan we go now or would you like a blow-by-blow?â
âGet the hell in!â
Talin got in, conscious of a deep sense of self-loathing. Sheâd never intended for Clay to know the depths to which she had sunk, but it had been like someone else was controlling her mouth, as if some defiant part of her wanted him to know. Now he did. And whatever chance they had had, it was gone.
Talin couldnât blame him for his reaction. The counselor she had finally gone to for a short period after