out his name, take him back home. But he was in unfamiliar territory, trying to find something that might anchor him.
I ran faster, and as he saw me approaching, he seemed to think we were playing a game of tag and turned and ran up ahead of me.
âSTOP!â I yelled. âSeriously, I canât run that fast!â I was already overwhelmed with regret that I didnât grab him when I had the chance.
He was running so fast that he was just a blur of black zipping across the street and around the bend. And then I heard it. The shrill screech of tires, a horn, a thud, and a gaspâmy own. I ran even faster now, my feet pounding the pavement, my heart racing.
My brain didnât make the connection right away. At first, I thought it was a black blanket accidentally strewn in the middle of the road. But then the blanket moved and made asound, causing me to cry out. I ran to the middle of the intersection. Cars honked. The light turned yellow, then red. It was instinctâthe way people describe saving their infants by lifting boulders. I threw off my satchel and reached for the dog, cradling its head in my lap, listening to its wheezing breath, my heart racing so fast I could barely think.
His fur was damp and hot, and when I lifted my hand, it was covered with blood. I tore off my cardigan, wrapping it around the dogâs body, but within seconds it was soaked through. Everything was happening too fast. I needed time to slow down so I could think, so I could figure out what to do. I looked at the dogâs collar. âMario,â it said.
âMario. Itâs okay. Youâre going to be fine,â I cried into his eyes. He whimpered, trying to move his paw, but it was trembling as though he had no control of it. I reached for it, holding it tight in my fist.
âI know youâre scared,â I whispered to him. âItâs going to be okay. Weâre going to take care of you.â I had never before felt such a desperate instinct to go back in time, to undo what had already been done. A few seconds, a loose grip on a collar, the light turning green instead of yellowâif only I had thought quicker, moved faster . . .
Stop it, Tara
, I told myself.
Focus on now
. Mario whimpered in my lap, squirming in pain.
âOh my God, thatâs Halleâs dog!â I heard a panicked voice. It was Nickâs. He had left his carâa green Jeepâin the middle of the road, and he was crouching next to me now. âI saw who did it. I think it was Sarah Hoffstedt. She was in that red Porsche, just sped off, I canât believe it!â His voice was strained,and his face was florid. He placed a hand on my back. âAre you okay?â
âWe need to get help!â I cried.
âI donât think heâs . . .â
âHeâs breathing! We need to call a vet, or 911, someone, something!â I said. Tears were beginning to stream down my face. Already, my cardigan matched the color of Nickâs rust-colored bag.
âOkay. Iâm calling right now.â
I looked at Marioâs eyes. They were glassy.
âLetâs get you out of this intersection,â I said to him, but when I tried to move him, he yelped in pain.
âYouâre going to be okay,â I said, trying to comfort him, but my words came out garbled, my tone high. I couldnât bring myself to let go of Mario, like he was some sort of extension of me.
I could hear Nick on the phone behind me, his voice frantic.
âHello? Please! We need help!
âIâm at the intersection of Hillside and the Post Road.
âNo! No, itâs not a person, itâs a dog! Just a dog!â
Nick sat down beside me on the road, cars circling around us.
Eventually, the ASPCA came in a white van. A young vet, clean-shaven, looking not too much older than us, jumped out and nervously took notes on a clipboard.
âIs it your pet, sir?â
âNo, heâs my