she was youngâyou know, sixteen or so. But she looks older than that.â
âShe sure does,â Lloyd said, nodding solemnly. âBut she acts like sheâs about ten.â
âYes,â Sam agreed. âSo Iâm not sure we can just send her off and let her fend for herself. Weâll have to come up with something better than that.â
I sat up straight. âI donât know what that would be, but she is certainly old enough to take care of herself. So I say we let her decide. If she doesnât want to stay, letâs just send her on her way.â
âJulia,â Sam said soothingly, âif sheâs not competent, we canât send her off on her own.â
âSo,â I said, realizing how effectively Elsie had left us so little choice in the matter. She had counted on my good nature and Christian compassion, some of which I was now scraping the bottom of the barrel to come up with. âSo, what youâre saying is that we donât have a choice. And I guess youâre right, but Iâm not constitutionally able to spend the summer humoring her. Sheâll have to fit into our schedule just as any other long-term guest would.â
âIt probably wonât be so bad,â Lloyd said. âI think she just hasnât had our advantages.â And this from a child whoâd had no advantages at all until heâd come to live with me.
I looked at him, amazed that he recognized and appreciated his good fortune. The maturity of his perceptions made me begin to feel slightly ashamed of myself. âYouâre right, Lloyd,â I said, reluctantly giving in to the inevitable. âShe certainly hasnât, so allowances must be made. But itâs evident that Trixie is not in any shape or state of mind to have a debutante summer as her grandmother envisioned. I mean, in looks and attitude, sheâs, well, unfortunate. Weâll have to think of something else to fill the summer.â
âMaybe sheâd like to find a job,â Sam suggested. âI donât know what sheâs qualified for, but a job would give her something to do and a little independence, too.â
âThatâs a good idea,â I said, my spirits reviving somewhat. âIâll ask her what experience sheâs had, and maybe we can steer her to something similar. But first, from the looks of what sheâs wearing, we may have to refurbish her wardrobe. Lloyd, would you mind bringing in her suitcase? Itâs in the trunk of my car, and I can only hope thereâs a better selection in it.â I stopped and thought for a minute. âMaybe Hazel Marie will help with her hair. I just donât feel I can take her to Velma with the way sheâs been acting. If she were to scream and cry in the shop the way sheâs carried on here, the whole town would know about it and that would be the end of any job possibilities.â
âItâll work out, honey,â Sam said, trying to reassure me, but falling short. âSheâll calm down, and we might end up enjoying having her around.â
I just looked at him. âAnd what are your plans for tomorrow?â
âOh, Iâm meeting with my campaign folks in the morning, then Iâll be speaking to the Rotary Club at lunch. There may be a committee meeting afterward.â Then he got a sheepish look on his face. âShall I guess what youâll be doing?â
âNo guessing about it. Iâll be entertaining Trixie all day long.â
When we went upstairs to bed, Trixieâs door remained closed, and I didnât disturb it or her. I did not, however, rest well. As the clock approached, then passed 12:45, I visualized the bus that shouldâve been carrying Trixie back to Georgia and felt that a golden opportunity had just passed in the night.
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The three of usâwell, the four of us counting Lillianâhad little to say at breakfast the next
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