takes out his cell, and dials.
âThis is Detective Kevin Farnsworth, Boston Police. Iâm outside. I was wondering if we could talk for a minute.â
Thereâs no buzzer or entry system, so Jackie has to come downstairs to open the door and let us in. She greets us wearing a cheerful pink dress and matching hat. When she extends her hand, Iâm half expecting to see white gloves like the ones I wore to Miss Pringleâs ballroom dance classes in fourth grade at the Park School.
We follow her up two flights of creaky wooden stairs. The inside of her apartment is as tidy as the outside is messy. I hand her the flowers.
âThese are lovely.â She arranges them in a glass vase. âI was getting ready for court. Mr. Mooney said I should be there this afternoon.â
âThatâs why weâre here,â I say.
âWhereâs Mr. Mooney?â
Worried that my voice will crack, I sit quietly and let Kevin take over.
âThere was a shooting last night.â
âOh, goodness, I hope everyone is okay.â
âTim, Mr. Mooney, was the one who was shot,â Kevin says. âBut we donât want you to worryâyouâre in good hands.â
âShot? Is he okay?â
âIâm sorry to tell you, he passed away,â Kevin says.
She stops and bows her head. âHe was a kind soul.â
I clear my throat. âYes, he was.â
Jackie crosses herself before looking back up at me. âWhen is the service? Iâd like to pay my respects.â
âWeâre not sure yet.â
She gestures to a brown plaid sofa, still wrapped in its protective cover even though sheâs probably had it for years. âPlease have a seat.â
When Kevin sits, the stiff plastic crinkles and bends. I walk over to a table lined with photographs in a hodgepodge of frames.
âThis one is from her first communion.â Jackie picks up a fading black and white in an ornate gold-colored frame. âI was saving the dress for when she had a girl of her own.â
She tears up. I put my hand on hers.
âThis was her high school graduation. And this is when she left for her tour of duty in Afghanistan. She had nothing to do with gangs or drugs. She was outside on the porch, talking with her friends.â
Every mother swears that her child was an innocent bystander, but in this case, it happens to be true.
âThe jury isnât going to think Jasmine did anything wrong,â I say.
âIâm not worried about the trial. My baby is gone, the Lord will take care of the rest. Mr. Mooney, he was such a nice man. Iâm sorry for your loss.â
Jackie Reed, a woman whose daughter was murdered two days before her twenty-sixth birthday, wraps her arms around me and rubs my back. I let my shoulders drop and accept the warmth of her hug. I want to hold on to this moment, remember it next week when Iâm face-to-face with Orlando Jones.
A woman who looks eerily like Jasmine enters the room. âMom, did you hear what happened to the prosecutor?â
Sheâs surprised when she sees us. Kevin stands, extends his hand, and introduces us.
âYou must be Jasmineâs sister,â he says.
âTiffany,â she says.
âTwins?â
âYes.â
Jasmine had a twin sister. My heart breaks a little more.
âI heard about your colleague. Iâm sorry,â she says. âWeâve been waiting a long time for this trial. He needs to pay for what he did.â
Tiffany is not as generous as her mother. I donât blame her, but I want to warn her, tell her not to expect too much from a conviction. The verdict will only start a new phase of grief. She wonât have a trial to focus on anymore. There will only be the emptiness.
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Chapter Eleven
Denny Mebane is Orlandoâs second casualty. Before he was shot in the head with a sawed-off shotgun, Denny was a sophomore at Bunker Hill Community College, studying