the ground beside him were two small wrinkled apples.
Clay stood silently a moment. He felt timid in front of the old man with his long beard and his strange, cold glance. Buddy was so different, almost neat even when he had worn the raggedy coat over his blue jeans and T-shirt. His crinkly curls grew tight on his head like a black cap, his skin was smooth and dark brown, and he was quick to smile.
Calvin looked up. âYou want one of my apples?â he asked. âThey fell off a fruit cart.⦠Theyâre a bit old, but sweet, Iâd guess.â He held one out to Clay, who took it and ate it, more out of gratitude that Calvin had given him something than from hunger. He felt a little sick. The candy bar had been a mistake.
âWas she there?â Calvin asked as if he already knew the answer, which he went on to show he did. âWell, of course not. Or else you wouldnât be here.â
Clay said nothing.
âI havenât thought much about these matters,â Calvin continued. âI do not think about children anymore if I can help it. But I am sure you ought to take yourself off to the local police station. Someone may be looking for you. Donât look so frightened. Youâre not a criminal.â
âThere are agencies,â Clay said hurriedly. âThey would take me away to someplace for good. I wonât be able to look for my mother anymore.â His voice had risen, though he had meant to try and speak calmly. He moved further away from Calvin. âWhat if she comes back and Iâm gone?â
âThen she would go to such an agency and find you,â Calvin said. He spoke evenly, not looking at Clay. âFoster homes. They can be good and bad. At least youâd have a bed of your own and three meals a day, and youâd go to school.â
He looked up at Clay. âYou must go to school,â he said. âIf you donât learn a few things in this world, youâll be as empty as that can youâre carrying.â Clay dropped the can on the ground. âBesides,â Calvin added, âthe world will be a dull, dead place if you stay ignorant.â
Clayâs attention was distracted by a movement he glimpsed on the sidewalk. A skinny dog was loping along, cringing as it looked up at the people walking around it. Clay felt awful about lost animals, the kittens set loose in the hotel corridors to starve, the dogs picked up by kids from the street, only to be abandoned or beaten. They were like babies, all the lost animals, babies who couldnât tell you how they were suffering.
Clay squatted down, facing Calvin. âIf I go to a foster home,â he said, âIâll never see my mother and father again. Weâll be lost from each other forever.â
âYou donât know that,â the old man retorted. âNone of us knows whatâs ahead.â
âFolks!â cried Buddy as he hurried toward them down the path.
âItâs folk ,â said Calvin dryly. âA collective noun like sheep or fish .â
âOkay. Folk,â Buddy said, laughing. âListen to what happened to me. I was looking for my cans and I found this little shopping bag at the bottom of a trash basket. Inside it was a bunch of credit cards, a driverâs license, and stuff like that. So I went to a phone and got the number from information for the name on the license. And a man answered, and I told him what Iâd found. And he said his wifeâs purse had been snatched this morning on the subway. He couldnât thank me enough, he said. We made an arrangement, and he drove down from the Bronx over to the corner of White Street, where I was waiting. He was this elderly fellow and he looked me over and I gave him the bag and he gave me thirty-five dollars. Folk! Weâre going to eat tonight! Iâm taking you to the diner over on Ninth Avenue. I tell you there are saints in this world!â
âThere are no
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